JJ's POV
Simon: "Jide you ready?"
JJ: "I'm a little insulted Simon."
Simon: "What why?"
JJ: "I'm always ready for Practice, it let's me have fun."
Simon: "What so Gaming and doing videos, which mind you we are getting money for, isn't fun to you?"
JJ: "You know what I meant ass hole, Come on I'm sure the boys are already there."
Simon: "It's kind of sad that Vik doesn't like it."
JJ: "Hey we need him and you know it. He's a good guy."
Simon: "He is a good friend. Come on then let's get going."
As I grabbed my bag, lugging it over my shoulders as we headed to the gym locker room, I thought about Vik and how different he was to us in what he likes, Yeah he likes to play games with his other friends, I guess I just find it strange that he would end up becoming so close with Six guys who are mad about Football. It was funny though, alongside a successful career so far with YouTube, And then all being on the school Football team, we basically were the popular group here. But I made sure that we always tried to help or make time for everyone, I didn't want to be like one of those groups that torment or bully anyone.
Simon: "So what do you think about the game on Friday?"
JJ: "I haven't even reached dinner tonight yet."
Simon: "Ok well then I'll run ahead and ask Josh or Tobi. I might even have some luck with Harry."
JJ: "You have fun, I need to go to the toilet real quick, Just let Mrs Duban know I will be back soon."
Simon: "Will do mate. Catch you later man."
I waved him off before walking across the Quad to the toilets. I walked into a cubicle and dropped my clothes, making sure I was done before standing back up. I flushed the toilet and walked out to see another door further down open and another guy walk out with a sly grin on his face. I nodded my head towards him and he nodded back, still grinning, I was a little worried, then again he might have just jacked one off in there. As I washed my hands thoroughly, waiting for the guy to leave, he soon left in a hurry after checking his watch, the moment that he left I waited a few seconds before stepping back and walking towards the stall that he left but I was stopped by a hand appearing from inside, I half shit myself as I watched it land on the ground in front of me, Effort creased along the tiny arm as it looked like it was pulling itself ahead. I walked over slowly and noticed a guy laying on the ground, his body curled into a ball, his head looked like it was attached to his chest, and tears flowing as if he just lost his entire family in one second.
JJ: "Hey?"
I spoke softly, hoping he would look up at me, when he did I saw blood shot eyes as he kept crying, he looked like he was in so much pain.
JJ: "Wait Jordan? What the fuck happened to you?"
He tried to answer me but he couldn't he just opened and closed his mouth without letting a word escape them, it scared me to say the least. I moved slower towards him while he tried to move himself away from me.
JJ: "Jordan I'm not going to hurt you."
Jordan: "Is. He gone?"
He barely managed to choke out his words as he cried harder, holding himself tightly. I walked over and sat down next to him, lifting him up and pulling him into my lap, he barely had any strength in him as he tried to fight me.
JJ: "Hey hey relax mate, I won't let anyone hurt you."
I felt his arm go limp while he sobbed in my arms, I held onto him and felt him just sob, I didn't see anymore tears... he must have cried them all out.
JJ: "Mate what do I do? Do I take you home? Do I take you to the nurses office? Do you want me to take you home?"
Jordan: "Please don't. No more pain, I don't want it anymore."
JJ: "Fuck."
I pulled my phone out after feeling to vibrate in my pocket.
Simon: "Drills are about to start. Duban is wondering where you are mate. If you miss another lesson your going to get an after school detention."
JJ: "Tell her I'll come to a detention whenever she decides on a time, I just found Jordan in the toilets, Another guy walked out before with a sly grin on his face and Jordan was left on the ground holding himself and in tears, I kind of think I have more important shit to worry about so I'm going to take him home ok, let the others know before you get back and please for the love of Christ go easy on him. He's not doing too well."
I put my phone back into my pocket and felt him trying to move, trying to pick himself up.
JJ: "Mate you can't move, I can take you home if you like?"
Jordan: "I don't want to go home Olajide. I can't."
JJ: "Alright, you know School's out right? You can't stay here."
Jordan: "I can if I don't get caught."
JJ: "What if that guy comes back, I didn't even recognize him who was it."
Jordan: "I can't JJ please don't hate me."
JJ: "I'm not going to hurt you, and I'm not going to hate you, I promise."
Jordan: "Everyone else does. It's all I'm good for."
I lifted him up gently as I positioned myself on my feet, my knees bent, I slowly and carefully scooped my arms underneath his frail body and lifted him up so he was close to my chest.
Jordan: "Ow."
JJ: "Sorry, are you sure you don't want me to take you to the doctors or something? Jordan you look like shit mate."
Jordan: "I know."
JJ: "Whatever he did to you, I won't let him do it again."
Jordan: "Where are we going?"
JJ: "You're not letting me take you to the doctors, you're not letting me take you back to your house, So I'm going to take you back home with me, and I'm going to put you in bed so you can rest."
Jordan: "No."
JJ: "Jordan this time I'm not giving you a choice, If I rang your parents would they care if You were staying at a friends house?"
Jordan: "No."
JJ: "Give me your phone then. I'll call them."
Jordan: "No."
JJ: "For fuck sake Jordan I'm trying to help you, I don't know what you think is going on but I'm going to help you."
Jordan: "Why? I'm not popular or respected, I'm just a nerd who does everyone's homework."
JJ: "Well clearly you have done something right then hey? Otherwise I wouldn't be helping you."
Jordan: "So you would have left me there."
JJ: "If that guy didn't come out grinning like a fucking prick who world Christmas. I wouldn't have checked."
I turned around to see Simon coming up behind me, a little worry written on his face.
Simon: "The fuck Jordan are you alright?"
JJ: "He in one of your classes?"
Simon: "Yeah three, what happened?"
JJ: "Found him in the bathroom on the ground, I'm going to take him home because apparently he refuses to go home or to a doctor, he's in a bad shape Simon I really don't want to let him go like this."
Simon: "Is it because I've been catching you staring at him during Science? You're always asking the teacher to be put with him for experiments so he can "Help" but we know why Jide."
JJ: "Will you shut the fuck up."
Simon: "He's asleep, I'd take him to a doctor. Immediately, I came running to see if you were legitimate or not, I'm going to go tell Duban if she puts you in detention I'll make a formal complaint about her. Get him to the doctor, he looks shit, and honestly with what you said earlier. I really don't want to think about it. But I think that guy raped him."
JJ: "I thought so too, I just, don't want to bring it up with him just in case. I'm going to take him to the hospital I'll see you later ok?"
Simon: "Text me or ring me when you get there or when he's in a room or something."
Time Skip
After having taken him straight to the hospital, I informed the doctors what I thought had happened based off of what I saw and they basically took him in straight away for X-Rays and CAT Scans. It was twenty minutes later tat they told me he would have too stay in the room over night, so I let the boys know, and one by one they started to come through and wait with me, I got some mad looks from Vik and Harry but I know they meant well.
Josh: "So he was probably raped."
JJ: "That's what I think."
Doctor: "Ok Mr whoa..."
JJ: "Uh yeah sorry."
Doctor: "It's fine, anyone related to him?"
Simon: "No none of us are related to him outside of classmates..."
JJ: "He's my boyfriend."
Tobi: "What?"
JJ: "He's my boyfriend, Can we talk outside please."
Doctor: "Sure."
I got up and walked out of the room quickly, knowing the guys would be judging me. I never directly told them I was Gay, I didn't ever feel like it needed to be brought up before.
JJ: "Worry, I'd never even told them I was gay."
Doctor: "It's fine, do you know if any family would be able to come in and see him?"
JJ: "While I was carrying him, he down right refused and argued with me not to take him home, he said no pain, Don't want anymore. If not that exactly then something very close. I just, I don't know. I don't really want to think of what would go through a person's head you know."
Doctor: "I understand, Look from the scans we had done, we have concluded that he would have had to have been raped, otherwise that was consensual to a very big dick if I'm to be frank, it had ruptured his anal passage and tore his sphincter. I can tell you that he won't be able to sit down or even move for a while, ok that's half a lie he will be able to move but very slowly, And to help speed up recovery, obviously it would be nearly impossible for him to be able to stay off his ass, so I implore you that while he shouldn't be going to school or anywhere, we both know what school is like, and eventually he is going to need to go back."
I watched the doctor and noticed him looking at me sympathetically. He walked back in with confidence.
Doctor: "Who here has him in their classes?"
Vik: "We have already spoken about it, he falls in with pretty much every class with us in it."
Doctor: "Which class doesn't he have?"
Simon: "After school we do Football practice, Vik isn't on the team but he stays behind seeing as four of us live together, while the other three have moved in as well."
Doctor: "Right well I just spoke to your friend outside here, and while I'm going to heavily imply that he stay here and not be let out for a while. I have a feeling that he will be safe with you guys, and we have just had a few people come in after a car crash and e are short on beds, you know in any other circumstance we would never..."
JJ: "I'll take him home."
Doctor: "I apologize."
Simon: "JJ you know what happened and he hasn't woken up yet. You can just pretend that he fell asleep and you took him home. Let's go before he wakes up."
Josh: "I'll take Vik if you two want to talk about him, seems you guys have him in the most classes so you will need to figure out what to do. We can grab some food on the way home."
JJ: "O thanks man, I'll see you guys later."
Harry: "What are we doing?"
Tobi: "Going home, these guys have it sorted although if you need us at any time call ok? His phone hasn't rang the entire time, I wonder what his family are like if they haven't even called to check on their child."
JJ: "I'll hold onto his phone for him and answer it if they call."
Simon: "Let's get him home, we need to talk."
After helping me to get Jordan into the car, Simon drove us back while I stayed in the back and did the seat belt over his legs and his stomach, pulling my own seatbelt over him as well.
Simon: "You really like him don't you? You know you're both polar opposites. He's quiet, and reserved, you're not."
JJ: "Just drive Simon."
Simon: "When he isn't in your class you're going to need to trust us as well."
JJ: "I'll figure something out."
Simon: "JJ look..."
JJ: "No Simon you look, he was probably raped at school and that bastard is probably still going to turn up like night ever happened. I refuse to leave him on his own."
Simon: "Tat's called love JJ. You never told us you were gay."
JJ: "And do you have a problem with that nigger?"
(Ah I hate that word so fucking much but it seemed right for the moment.)
Simon: "There is nothing wrong with it, I just wish you had told me so we could have tried to get you closer to him before."
JJ: "Just drive Simon, I just want to keep him safe."
Jordan: "JJ."
JJ: "What's up baby? Are you ok? Are you thirsty or need anything to drink or?"
I looked down to se his eyes flailing frantically. He must be having a nightmare, I didn't want to wake him but I shook him lightly before seeing his eyes burst open.
Jordan: "JJ..."
I watched him lift up his arm before he rest it on my cheek, I brought my own hand up to him and held it tightly, not wanting to let go.
Jordan: "Please don't leave me."
JJ: "I promise you ok."
Time Skip (Now the present time of the one shot "I Wanted Too Meet You")
Kaila: "You guys seem great, it's been a pleasure chatting with you but I should be going."
Josh: "Come back with us, or at least back home and stay the night, you have travelled so far and we have offered our spare computer and laptop for you to use to write."
Kaila: "That's sweet but I'm sure it will be fine."
JJ: "It will be fun, and nice having someone else there."
After a few minutes, Kaila finally said yes and we all headed off in our own directions, after oublicly telling everyone about Jordan and myself, I felt a little bad.
Jordan: "So everyone knows now. I'm surprised you have managed to keep it from your fans."
JJ: "How do you feel about making a video about it?"
Jordan: "I've watched your videos and been behind the camera for a lot of them, believe me, I would never be able to keep up with your energy."
I picked m up off the ground and heard him yelp before he latched onto me.
Jordan: "You know I hate that."
JJ: "But I also know it will get you closer in my arms within a heart beat."
I looked into his eyes as he watched me.
Jordan: "I'm ready."
JJ: "Are you sure, I don't want to bring back anything to hurt you."
Jordan: "Please, I need to feel it again, And I know you miss it too."
JJ: "Mate, I may be a guy without the repressed memories, it trust me, I can go my entire life without kissing someone if I have to, It would be easy just holding you in my arms and kissing you on the cheek and the forehead when you fall asleep baby, you know I love you, but I just never want to hurt you in any way love."
Jordan: "Please kiss me, I trust you."
JJ: "Are you sure."
Jordan: "I'm sure."
Two years I have been with Jordan now, Two magical, incredible and down right spectacular years, and if I had the choice to do it all again with a "Normal" person, no repressed memories or horrible moments. I would say no, because that is what made Jordan the way he is today and I love him so much. I slowly leaned down towards him, I felt his soft, supple lips on my own, I was too careful, I didn't want to hurt him or feel him bring back any horrible memories. Or at least that was until I heard a click. I broke the kiss ad saw him crying, his phone in his hand.
JJ: "Jordan what did you do?"
He was silent before I felt my phone vibrate a few moments later.
Jordan: "Can I... borrow your phone for a second."
Without hesitation I gave him my phoneS he showed me what he was doing. He brought up the image he just took of me kissing him. I saw him open Twitter and load up the image, typing away before he paused and stopped himself.
JJ: "Baby you have seen what people are like, are you absolutely sure about this?"
Jordan: "I'm sure but I can't do it. Two years you have helped me, looked after me, and I know many people will call me a gold digger or that I am only doing to for the money, but that's not what I even care about. The thing that worries me is that you're going to lose subscribers because of this. Do your fans even know your gay?"
JJ: "Not officially."
Jordan: "Can you press send. I can't do it."
JJ: "Look at me baby."
I watched him look up at me before I leaned in and kissed him again, I would be addicted to the feeling of his lips on mine as I kissed him gently. I hit the post button and knew that he wouldn't be able to handle the shit storm tat was sure to happen.
JJ: "Regardless of what happens, No matter what anyone says. I am never going to leave you."
Jordan: "Promise me then."
JJ: "Promise you what? I'll promise you the world if I have to."
Jordan: "Don't ever let me go."