"Alright....Yes I'll be there.....of course Ally.....Cami I'll be there with your bananas......No DJ I didn't get your Beyoncè hoodie" Yes I did I have it on right now. "Yes Mani I got your chicken......Don't worry Ren I'll be careful I promise......I'll be there love you girls see ya soon."
I smiled as I hung up. I just got off the phone with my beautiful girlfriends. I know what your probably thinking. Girlfriends? Yea I got more than one.
We all been dating since 2013 Yup we've all been together for almost four years strong. We came out to the fans early 2014 everyone was very accepting. Which I'm very glad about.
Right now I'm on my way to the venue the girls are performing at today.
I drove there softly singing along to the song See You Again by Wiz Khalifa. This went on for the rest of the drive until a car came driving fast pushing my car into the next lane.
Everthing happened so quickly. The last the thing I remember was the head lights of the semi truck. And every thing went black.
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Lauren's POV
It's been three hours since we heard from Y/N. she was supposed to be here two hours ago. We have to go on stage in less than five minutes and none of us have heard from her. I couldn't help but feel like something was wrong.
"Come on Lo we have to go on stage." Ally said looking at me. She was also worried for our girl.
We all did our little prayer. Soon we were on stage.
We soon were done and got off the stage. I still had the feeling that something was wrong. We all walked towards our dressing room to see Simon standing there. He had tears in his eyes.
"Girls....I.....Y/N she um....She was in car accident-WHAT?!?!" We all yelled. My heart felt like it was breaking. This couldn't be happening. "Is she okay?" I asked before the girls could.
He looked down. "N-No she" he stopped and took a deep breath. "She umm........she died on impact. They tried bringing her back but she was already gone." I dropped to my knees and cried my heart just shattered into a million pieces. I cried until I felt someone bring me into a hug. The girls and I cried we cried and cried. The love of our lives was gone and we weren't getting her back.
We all rushed into the hospital. Once they told us what room Y/N was in we all ran to her room. We stopped in front of the door I couldn't help the tears that were streaming down my cheeks.
"I-I th-think we sh-should go in one at a-a time." Ally whispered as she was also crying. We all nodded but no one went in. I guess we were all too scared to go in. To see the love of our life just laying there lifelessly. To see that she wasn't going to wake up.
Ally sighed and said that she'll go in first. We all nodded as she walked in.
Ally's POV
I slowly walked in keeping my head down. Once I shut the door. I looked up. There she was laying there. There was a gash above her eyebrow. She looked paler than usual. The machines were off the only thing she had was the hospital gown. I held back a sob and walked towards her bed. I sat down and took her hand...her cold hand in mine. Crying into her hand.
"I-I remember when we first met you couldn't stop stuttering it was during our X Factor days. You kept hiding behind Simon because you got so nervous around us. I love you Y/N with all my heart. I hope you're happy up there in heaven. I'll never forget you if you can hear me I want you to know that. I'll always carry you in my heart and I'll miss you. I love you." I finished. I leaned up and softly kissed her cold lips.
"I love you" I whispered.
I love you too Als
I quickly looked up when I heard her voice but she still looked paler than ever. I must be going crazy. I kissed her cheek one last time and walked out with my head down. I looked up to see the girls who looked up at me with tears of their own.
I looked down as more tears escaped my eyes. Normani got up and hugged me I hugged her just as tight. Soon she went in I sat next to Lauren who pulled me into a hug in which I cried into her shoulder.
Why did this have to happen?
Normani's POV
I walked in to see her lifeless body just laying on the hospital bed. I took a deep breath and walked towards her. I sat down and looked at her face. Hoping that she'd open her eyes and I'd see the beautiful Y/EC eyes that I fell in love with but no they stayed shut. I looked down to see her hand her tiny hand I took her hand in mine. I've always loved holding her hand her small hand in mine. When she'd cup my cheeks and softly kiss my lips. She'd have to go on her tippy toes since she was only 5'1.
I looked up at her much paler face. I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat.
"Remember when you and I scared Dinah?" I chuckled slightly at the memory whipping my tears. "She jumped so high you couldn't stop laughing." I sighed. "I don't know what I'm going to do now that you're gone. I-I don't see myself with no one else but you. Who's going to help me scare Dinah when she decideds to prank me or the girls. Who's going to watch Beyonće videos with Dinah and I." What was the point of whipping the tears away when more will just replace the ones I wiped. "I'm going to miss you. But I-I want you to kn-know that I'll n-never forget you. I love you so much. I love you so much." I cried as I got up and sat next to her pulling her cold body into a last hug.
I love you so much too Manibear
I quickly pulled away putting Y/N down and jumping of the bed. I looked at her hoping that she would have her eyes open and that her natural color would come back and wouldn't be so pale. But she wasn't she still looked pale and her eyes were still closed.
I sighed. I must be going crazy. I don't know how I'm going to cope with the love of my life gone. I leaned down and kissed her cold lips.
I walked out of the room and met Camila's blood shot eyes. She got up and pulled me into a hug. We both cried. She slowly pulled away and walked in the room. I sat down next to Dinah. She quickly pulled me into a hug.
Now that she's gone........I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know what we are going to do.
Camila's POV
I walked in the room the very cold room with my head down. I walked towards the bed with my head still down. I sat down on the chair. Finally looking up. I couldn't help the tears that escaped my eyes.
I got up and laid down next to her cold body. I cried and cried. Hoping that she'd wake up and kiss my tears away like she always did. Wishing that she comfort me like she always did but no she didn't move. She stayed still.
"I'm going to miss you. I'll miss my banana buddy." I chuckled through my tears. "I'm going to miss us always fighting over the last banana. Remember that one time when you. You slipped on a banana peel. It was same banana peel you tried to throw away but missed the trash can. I will never forget the look you had. I love you Teddy. I love you so much. I'll never forget you. I love you so much. Please wake up Teddy. Please wake up I don't see myself any one else. I can't live with out you. I miss you. I miss you're voice. I miss you're smile. I miss you're laugh. I miss you're dimples. I miss you. I can't. I don't know how I'm going to cope losing you. I love you Teddy. I love you so much." I finished and got up from where I was laying. I looked at Y/N who was still laying there. I sighed and cried even harder.
"I-I l-love y-you Ted-Teddy." I leaned down and pecked her lips.
"I love you too koala."
I jumped up and looked down only to see that Y/N still had her eyes closed. I sighed.
I must be going crazy.
I walked out of the room. I looked up and was met with Dinah's brown eyes. She got up and pulled me into a hug. I cried into her shoulder. She pulled away and looked down at me. I looked down and walked towards Lauren she opened her arms and I quickly jumped in her arms and cried into her neck. She pulled me on to her lap.
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Dinah's POV
I slowly walked in the room. I looked at the machines that were once connected to Y/N. Those were off. I gulped and made my way to the chair. I sat down and took Y/N's hand in mine. Her hand was cold. Really cold hand. I looked at her face her pale face.
"I......I can't believe your gone. I don't know what I'm going to do now that your gone. I don't know who's going to watch all those Beyoncé videos with me and Mani. I don't know what I'm going to do now that your gone." I cried and got on the bed. Pulling her into a hug. I cried and cried.
I laid her back down. I looked down and saw that she looked pale. Paler than usual. I kissed her forehead and sat up. I looked at her and studied her face.
"It hasn't been a day and I already miss you." I sighed and looked down. "Remember when we both pranked the girls." I chuckled through my tears. "We got them so good. You were always a good actress. You faked cried so good. You actually made me believe that I hurt you. They were so mad." I sighed and looked at Y/N's much paler face. "I'm going to miss you. I'm going to miss you always asking for a ride on my back. I'm going to miss those beautiful Y/EC eyes that I fell in love with. I'm going to miss the way you kiss me. I going to miss the way your cared about me, Ally, Mani, Laur, and Mila. You always loved us equally you never loved one of us more than the other. I'm going to miss you so much. I love you so much little Teddy." I cried and leaned down to kiss her lips. Her very cold lips that were once warm.
I love you too big Teddy.
I quickly stood up looking down at Y/N hoping to see the beautiful eyes that I fell in love with. But no. They were closed. I sighed.
I must be going crazy.
I got up and kissed her forehead. I walked towards the door. I slowly walked out. I looked up to see Lauren looking at me. She slowly got up with Camila in her arms. She sat Camila down on Normani.
She walked towards and pulled into a hug. I cried into her neck as she hugged me tighter.
I soon sat down and looked at Lauren who was standing in front of the door. She took a deep breath and walked in.
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Lauren's POV
I closed the door behind me. I looked up from where I was standing and looked at Y/N. She was laying there. Her lifeless body was just laying there.
I walked towards her and sat down on the chair. I took her small hand in mine as my tears would not stop falling.
"Y-You p-promised you'd b-be safe. Y-You p-promised m-me th-that you w-wouldn't leave us...me. P-Please come back. I-I'm begging you. Please. Wake up. I c-can't live with o-out you." I cried and laid next to her. Pulling her cold body into mine.
"R-Remember when we.....when you took me to a L-Lana Del Rey concert." I smiled sadly at the memory. "We both couldn't stop fan girling. Especially when she started to sing Young and Beautiful. You serenaded the whole song to me. And then after you surprised me with meet and greet passes......It was one of the best birthdays I've ever had." Not having her arm wrapped around my waist. Not having her look up at me with beautiful eyes and kissing my chin like she normally would. Broke my heart.
"I'm going to miss you nugget. I love you so much. If you can hear me from up there I want you to know that I fucking love and I'll never forget you. I-I l-love you s-so m-much." I leaned down and brought out lips together. Her cold lips against mine. Not kissing back.
"I love you." I whispered. Leaning my forehead against hers. I shut my eyes as my tears fell on her cold cheek. Hoping that my tears would bring her back if my pleads couldn't.
But no. She stayed still.
"I love you so much." I whispered.
I love you too LoLo.
I quickly sat up and opened my eyes. I looked down at her hoping that she had her eyes open and I'd see the beautiful eyes I fell in love with. But no.
I must be going crazy.
I pecked her lips one last time.
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Four Months Later
No One's POV
It's been four miserable months since their little lover died. It was and still is hard on the five girls.
They were different. Not as happy as they used to be. Ally tired to get the four other girls to be happy but she really couldn't do that since she wasn't happy her self. But she was trying. She was only trying for you.
"Girls um I'm not sure if you want to go but since we are on break I thought we could go up to that cabin we always went to. Just to get our minds off.........everything that has happened." Ally asked the four girls.
They all nodded and got up to pack their thing.
Everything since you passed away. The girls tried they tried so hard to move on but they couldn't. You were and are their everything but now that your gone they felt like they were lost. Even when they have every ones support. Not only were the girls hurting but so was the whole world since you were a big YouTuber.
But little did they know that you were a whole lot closer than they thought.
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Normani drove on the icy roads. Going up to the cabin. Everyone was asleep besides Ally who decided to stay awake with Mani.
The roads were getting a whole lot foggy the roads were getting a whole lot slipper as well.
"Mani?"
"Let's hope we get to the cabin before the storm hits." Mani said keeping her eyes on the road.
But that's when the truck started to slow down.
"Were there already." A sleepy Camila asked sitting up from resting her head on Lauren's shoulder. Dinah sitting up as well since she was resting her head on Lauren's onther shoulder. Since Lauren was in the middle.
"Why did we stop?" Lauren asked as she also sat up.
Ally was going to answer but stopped when Normani gasped.
"L-Look." She stuttered while pointing up ahead.
The four girls looked at her confused until they saw what Mani saw. They all froze. Not believeing what wait not what but who they were saying.
She was wearing a white shirt, white leather jacket, white pants and a white Jordan's.
"Is-Is......Is that Y-Y/N?" Camila whispered as her voice cracked.
"It........It c-can't b-be." Dinah whispered.
Before anyone could say anything Lauren jumped over Dinah and ran out the car door.
"LAUREN!!!" The four girls yelled following Lauren.
Lauren ran up to the person and saw that the normal Y/EC were nionger there but now a light color blue.
Lauren stepped closer and her eyes caught the big long beautiful wings. She looked at the blue crystal eyes.
"Y-Y/N?"
"Hey LoLo." You smiled. Lauren gasped and ran into your arms. You smiled missing her warmth. You heard soft cries. You looked up and saw the other four girls who were also in tears. You smiled and opened your arms. They quickly ran to your arms.
Your arms were to short so you wrapped your wings around them.
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Part 2?