Vikk's POV
Why am I always the fucking bottom. In every damn Fan Fiction I read. Or any time someone talks about me and the SideMen or even the pack. Hell Lachlan bottoms more then I do but that's only because of Jay and his Boyfriend. I don't understand it. The main reason I have come across is the fact that I am so much smaller then everyone. That means I'm easier to dominate. Yeah I get that. But Lachlan is literally the tallest of us all. Why is he any different.
Lachlan: "You alright mate?"
Vikk: "Yeah. Fine."
I had joined the boys in a trip to Australia. We all were staying at a hotel while we were here.With Rob staying for a month afterwards with Lachlan. Can't say I wasn't slightly jealous but still. Those two work a lot better then most other people do. Either as a friendship or as something more.
Mitch: "Are you getting destroyed again?"
Vikk: "What?"
Jerome: "How many this time?"
Vikk: "I don't know what you guys are talking about."
Jess: "So who's giving it this time? Come on Princess talk to us."
They all started laughing and I know it was all fun and games but at the same time it kind of hurt.
Jay: "Yo guys give him a break."
Vikk: "It's fine. Just a funny joke ha ha."
Rob: "Hey come on it'snot that bad."
Mitch: "It's just a joke man."
Vikk: "I know. Joke.It's funny."
Jay: "Vikk why don't you come out with me and My boyfriend tonight? And we can just chill? No YouTube. No worries?"
Lachlan: "Going out does seem like fun."
Jay: "Just us three. No one else Vikk."
Vikk: "Could go and get dinner. I'm starting to get hungry."
I looked over to see Mitch cuddling up with Jess while Jerome was talking away to Rob. Lachlan was talking to Michael, Jay's boyfriend while they were talking to a few friends of theirs. I enjoyed reading these stories. It wasn't entirely accurate but still.
Vikk: "You know I think I might prefer to just stay behind in the room and talk to the boys."
Jerome: "So which ones your favourite?"
Vikk: "I'm out. I have better shit to do."
I picked myself up out of the chair and started walking towards my room. I heard foot steps behind me but I didn't really care if I'm to be honest.
Preston: "Hey you ok?"
Vikk: "Yeah I'm fine man. Just. You can only take the jokes for so long before it get's stupid. You know."
Preston: "Hey don't feel too bad about it yeah? They are just joking because your a smaller boy. Don't take it to heart ok? Your a good guy."
Vikk: "Yeah. Thanks Preston. I don't feel good right now."
I opened up my room and walked in. Closing it behind me. I don't really get why I'm still friends with these guys. I feel the same with the SideMen. Even though there are only two gay Sidemen. I still cop the brunt of the shit from the guys. Jokes and everything else under the sun is thrown at me and I understand that but to be honest. It hurts. I just want to be a normal guy and be treated as such. Not any different for my sexuality. Who cares that I'd rather fuck Harry. Fuck Vikklan. He has barely spoken to me since I came out. Even when it comes to videos now he doesn't really talk to me. Harry noticed it and I remember he actually stayed with me the last few nights before I left. He was surprised to know I still walked out. Still got on the plane. Even I was surprised when I did. Why would I get on a plain to see my friends. Even though I knew that I would probably just end up being made fun of. I rest my head on the bed before hearing a knock on the door.
Vikk: "It's unlocked."
Michael: "Oh hey so it is. How you feeling man?"
Vikk: "Could always be better. How do you guys do it?"
Michael: "What do you mean?"
Vikk: "You and Jay. Wouldn't you guys cop shit from everyone. Online and in person whenever you meet someone. Don't you guys end up with heaps of shit from people?"
Michael: "At first yeah.Until they realised that we didn't react the way they wanted us to. I remember the first time Jay publicly said he was in a relationship and everyone was so happy. Then he uploaded a photo of us kissing at dinner that Lachlan had taken and so many people were out for blood.It was hilarious. I went through the photo and the comments on Lachy's Twitter and just retweeted the best and most creative insults. It got to the point where he did the video talking about it.He was upset at first because he didn't want me to go through that.But at the same time. I'm the one telling him to suck it up. IT just depends on how you react."
Vikk: "I guess walking out of the room was a great way to show my reaction towards it."
Michael: "Well you can do one of two things. You can pretend to be really upset about. Try and get Sympathy votes. Or you can laugh at them and ask them to be more creative. Try to come up with insults and shit that you haven't heard of."
Vikk: "Why are you helping me?"
Michael: "Jay and I were talking and we both found it funny that when we brought up Hall passes I had Harry while he wanted you. So If we ever decided to let the other in on the Hall pass. We would call you guys up."
Vikk: "So then why isn't he in here?"
Michael: "Because I told him I was talking to you about how it all works. I didn't mention anything about the hall passes. Jay is a dominant guy. But he's a dominant bottom. It's great. He loves being in charge. But you can guarantee your dick's going in him. Not the other way around."
Vikk: "Why are you telling me this?"
Michael: "Something funny. I kind of half want you to walk back in there and straddle him. Kiss him. See what he does. I think it would be hilarious because he won't expect me to have said to do it."
Vikk: "Are you serious?"
Michael: "It would also kind of be a bit of a shock to the others as well. Poor little Vikk isn't so innocent or submissive if he's the one initiating it."
Vikk: "Wait so your letting Jay get his hall pass. Just to let me prove I'm not the smaller guy?"
Michael: "Oh don't get the wrong idea. Do anything aside from make out with him and I'll rip you off him and throw you over the balcony. He's still my boyfriend.But I can see how much it upsets you because you don't seem to be the submissive type. Maybe your the dominant one. I might try and get in contact with Harry some time and ask him."
Vikk: "How about I introduce him to you and Jay sometime and see what he says. It's better than nothing right?"
Michael: "You sir. Have yourself a deal. But in the mean time. Have you asked Harry out? Or are you more interested in Vikklan?"
Vikk:"Oh please. That ship is dying and we all know it. It's either him and Rob. Or him and Landon for some strange fucking reason. I guess with Rob staying fora month it would be hard for them to avoid that shit but still. Good luck to them."
I watched as Michael started backing out the door. He waited with it open, As if expecting me to get up and walk over to him.
Vikk: "Fuck it. If he tries anything your head is on the line."
Michael: "If he tries I don't care. Hall pass he can have you once. But if you try and instigate something. Your ass is mine."
Vikk: "I can get use to that as well maybe. Only if Jay joins in."
Michael: "Don't tempt me curry ball."
Vikk: "We'll see Tim Tam."
The two of us started laughing at the stupid food jokes. Before I got up and walked outwith him. We walked back over to Mitch and Jess's room. Lachlan and Rob were sitting on the chairs talking. Merome and Jess were chatting away while Jay was laying down on the bed talking to Preston. I have to admit. Out of this entire group of friends. Jay would probably be the only guy I'd actually go for anyway. Too bad Michael got too him before I did.
Michael: "Go ahead."
Vikk: "Alright."
I walked in with a natural bounce in my step. I watched as Lachlan and Rob looked up and were about to say something until I jumped on the bed and fell to my knees. My ass slowly rubbing against Jay's dick. He lifted himself up and tried to pull me off until I reached down and Kissed him. Hard too. My hands resting on his chest. He deepened the kiss as I started to back off. He pulled me in further and twisted me around so I was under him. He ground his dick on mine as he kissed me. His hand riding under my shirt.
Lachlan: "Jay what the fuck."
Rob: "Your boyfriend is right there."
I heard Michael start to piss himself laughing. I didn't have to look to know he would begetting some strange looks from our friends. Jay kissed me one last time before getting off and walking over to Michael.
Michael: "It was my idea."
Jay: "We need to leave. Right now."
Michael: "You live down the street."
I watched as Jay took Michael's hand and they both sprinted out of the room and down the hall to the elevators. I didn't want to think about what nasty kinky shit they were going to get up to.
Vikk: "No one says anything. Michael's idea. I have better shit to do."
I pulled my phone out in front of everyone and decided to call up Harry.
Vikk: "Hey Harry."
Harry: "Vikk it's Three in the morning. I just got to sleep. What's up man?"
Vikk: "Why weren't you in bed already."
Harry: "Kind of low key full time worrying about you and all the shit those bastards give you. You don't deserve that and if they don't stop I'll kick their asses. It's getting out of hand. I know how upset it makes you. You shouldn't have gotten on the plane."
Vikk: "I know."
I looked around and saw a look of guilt on their faces. Preston just giggled a little.
Harry: "They are with you aren't they?"
Vikk: "Yep."
Harry: "I'm not sorry you guys are fucking ass holes and need to shut your mouth. Except Preston. I don't think he could say a bad thing about anyone."
Preston: "Naw thanks man."
Harry: "Why are you calling me?"
Vikk: "When I get back.You and I are going to the Football match with the boys. But I bought VIP tickets for us and the other boys don't know. So we will be by ourselves. Then afterwards. We are going to go down to that Restaurant you really like. After that. We are going home. Lay in bed together and watch a few movies and relax until we sleep."
Harry: "Did you just ask me on a date?"
Vikk: "Dates are for people who aren't already in a relationship. I like to call it a fun night out with my boyfriend."
I watched as he opened his eyes slowly. They had gone a little wide but he just looked confused.Probably because I wasn't as confident as I normally was.
Harry: "Remind me to give a big hug to whoever brought out the confident side of you Vikk. Fuck I could get use to that. Alright. It's a date."
Vikk: "Fun night out.Harry I'd rather be travelling around with my boyfriend than with a guy that everyone knows is probably secretly fucking behind the scenes anyway."
Harry: "Alright. Deal.But right now. I need to try and sleep. It's not because we just became a couple but for years Vikk. I love you."
Vikk: "I love you too Harry. Goodnight."
I ended the call with him and let my phone fall onto my stomach. I looked up to see the guys and Jess still looking at me funny. I stood up and walked over towards the door.
Vikk: "No more Jokes.Got it?"
I watched as they nodded before I closed the door behind me and walked back to mine. As soon as I opened the door I found Jay sitting on top of Michael. They were both completely naked.
Vikk: "Really guys. My room?"
Michael: "Just enjoy the sight. Jay you want to play with Vikk?"
Jay: "Please Daddy. I want to play with him so bad."
Michael: "I'm letting you have some fun. Remember your still mine. Don't get ahead of yourself."
Jay got off Michael and walked over to me. Ripping my shirt off and pushing me on the bed before taking off my pants and Started swallowing my dick in an instant.
Vikk: "Holy fuck."
Michael leaned down and kissed me once before getting off the bed and getting dressed. He winked at me once before walking over to the door.
Michael: "I'm going to go see if the boys want to go out. He can last a while Vikk. Enjoy yourself boys."
He left the room and closed it behind him before Jay moved himself up my body and to my lips.
Jay: "Hall pass.Remember that. Never going to happen again so I'm going to make damn sure I remember this."
Vikk: "Fucking you got it slut."
Jay: "Yes daddy give it to me."