Ally🙏🏽
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I was on the tour bus like I always am. It's been 3 weeks since I've came on tour with Lauren and it's been okay I guess. The girls right know are in an interview and I decided to stay on the bus. There's this problem though and her name is Ally Brooke Hernandez. She's just so beautiful and sweet. Her smile her laugh her since of humor. Gosh I can on forever. If you haven't figured it out yet. Yes I developed feelings for Ally. But she'll never like me back I mean look at me then look at her. Yea not gonna happen.
I quickly got dressed in some joggers, a sweater, a black beanie and my converse. I grabbed my canon camera and told Tim the bus driver that I'll be going out. He said to be back soon or to just meet them at the hotel the girls and I will be staying at. I told him I'll meet them at hotel. He nodded and told me to be careful.
I walked around the city we were in. Which is very beautiful. Paris to be exact. I smiled when I saw 2 little kids playing near a pond. I took a picture of them playing and smiling for once. The next picture was of this elderly couple. They were sitting on bench holding hands and smiling. What made them so cute was that they both were women.
I was to caught up taking pictures that I didn't notice it was getting late until I looked up and saw the sunset. I smiled and took a picture.
"You really like taking pictures dear." I looked up and saw that the 2 elderly woman have now sat next to me on the bench that I was sitting alone. I smiled slightly and nodded.
"Can we see the picture you took of us?" One asked I smiled and nodded showing them the picture.
"Wow dear you are very talented. These are really good." I smiled.
"You should get going dear it's getting late. We'll hopefully see you soon. Oh and dear you really shouldn't do that I don't know what you're going through but it's going to be okay. Your beautiful you are so young here's my number if you ever need to someone to talk to we are here for ya." She pointed at the scars I had on wrist that were now visible since my sleeve went up. Joanna one of the elderly ladies wiped my cheek. I didn't even notice I was crying. They both sat back down and pulled me into a hug. Normally I wouldn't let 2 strangers hug me but I just spent the past few hours talking to these 2 so I let them. They both rubbed my back smoothly it felt so warm I haven't been hugged like this since I don't even know how long. I told them what I was going through and they said that if my family doesn't accept me for who I am then they never loved me. As for the bullying they said that harming yourself you'll just give those assholes the satisfaction. It'll mean that you're allowing them to win. I responded with it's really hard not to listen to them when they remind me every day that I'm ugly and that no one loves me and that I'm just a waist of time and space. That I just ended up believing them.
"Well they're wrong cause you ARE beautiful and I've only known you for a couple of hours and I can already tell you are a lovable caring person don't let those ignorant assholes tell you otherwise." Melissa the other one said. They both gave me a hug and smiled pulling away. They waved as they walked away
I saw them leave I turned around and saw some Harmonizers recording me and the elderly women moment. I turned around and made my way to the hotel that's not far from here.
Ally's POV
The girls and I were to walking to the tour bus where Y/N was waiting for us. She has gotten a little close to us. She still a little quiet but she talks sometimes. Through out the 3 weeks we have been on tour. I've developed a crush on Y/N. I know it's bad because of the age difference. She 17 and I'm now 23. That's 6 years apart.
And what if Lauren ends up hating me for liking one of her little sisters. What if she thinks that I'm not good enough for Y/N. And what if Y/N doesn't like me back. I mean Dinah and Lauren have been dating since Brad disrespected her.
"Ally you okay?" Lauren asked looking concerned. I nodded not looking at her. For sure if I look at her I'm going to end up telling her everything.
"No your not Ally tell us what wrong." Dinah also said looking concern as well. Soon Normani and Camila also joined the conversation.
"I'm okay girls no need to worry." I said as calmly as I could. Still not looking at them. "Ally please tell us what's wrong we won't judge you know that." Lauren said softly I finally looked at her with tears going down my cheeks. "Ay mama don't cry it'll be okay." She pulled me into a hug. If only she knew that I had developed feelings for her little sister.
"You have feelings for Y/N?" Lauren asked pulling away from the hug and looking down at me. My eyes went wide I slowly took a couple steps back as I looked down. I slowly nodded.
"Hey I'm not mad. If I would want Y/N to date someone I would want that person to be you. I trust you Ally and I know you won't hurt her. I mean yea there's a small age difference but that doesn't matter." She smiled and hugged me tighter the girls joining us as well.
"There is a problem......what if Y/N doesn't like me back?" I said looking down.
"Are you kidding me. We see the way Y/N looks at you. She definitely likes you too just give this a try. Come on she's on the bus lets go." Before I could answer Lauren dragged me to the bus. We went in and it was quite too quite.
"Y/N?!" Lauren yelled but got no response. She took her phone out and called her but went to voicemail. The door opened and came in our driver Tim.
"Hey Tim have you seen Y/N?" Lauren asked.
"Yes she went for a walk a while ago. She said that she'll meet us at the hotel." Lauren nodded and texted her to be safe.
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We were now in the hotel and the girls thought it would be a good idea for me to share a room with Y/N. Lauren was with Dinah and Normani with Camila. Y/N wasn't here yet and I was starting to worry. What if she's lost? What if she's hurt? What if she was kidnapped? I heard the door open.
"Hey is she here yet?" I looked up at the girls. I shook my head. Lauren took her phone out and called Y/N. But again got voice mail. We all then called her but again voice mail. Lauren and I then started to freak out.
"Girls calm down Lauren don't you have a tracker on Y/N's phone?" Dinah said calmly. Lauren eyes went wide and she quickly tipped on her phone.
"She's on the tour bus." She furrowed her eyebrows. We all looked at each other and quickly made our way to the tour bus.
Once we were outside the tour bus we made our way inside. We all stopped when we heard a piano. We quietly made our way to the back of the bus were we saw Y/N's back facing us. She was playing and all our jaws dropped when she started singing.
(I'm changing the lyrics a little bit like instead of 'You' its 'I' and instead of 'yourself' it's 'myself'
Oooooh
I'm so confused
When I know there's no one there who really understands
I'm on my own
And my happiness is bleeding through an open wound
I can't control what goes on inside this hell that we call life
I lost myself in everything, everything, everything I can't find
Her voice was shaky but she kept on singing. She sounds so broken and sad.
But it's okay just to be myself
Just as long as it's alright with you
My world has changed
To the point where I don't seem to quite fit in
Everyone seems so happy
Then there's me
All alone with no one there to take my side
And the lies have taken every last breath out of my life
But it's okay just to be myself
Just as long as it's alright with you
Yeah with you
My jaw dropped once again she started hitting those high notes.
So I fly
Away from all the hell inside my mind
And you try
To find a place where I feel loved somehow
Yeah
But it's okay just to be myself
Just as long as it's alright with you
Yeah with you
With you
You
We were all shocked even Lauren. We were all frozen. My heart broke when we heard her sob. She put her head down on the piano and continued to cry her eyes out. I looked at Lauren who also looked heart broken and so did the other girls.
Lauren signaled me to go comfort her. Lauren and the rest of the girls quietly left the room closing the door behind. I walked towards Y/N who clearly didn't know I was here.
I gently put my hand on her shoulder. She tensed and quickly wiped her tears away.
"Its okay Y/N you don't have to hide what you're feeling. Let it out." She looked at me before breaking into tears. She brought her hands up to cover her face. I sat next to her and pulled her into a hug she wrapped her arms around my waist and hid her face in crook of my neck. I smoothly rubbed her back.
"Please tell me what's wrong." I asked softly. She tighten the grip she had on my waist. She handed me her phone which was opened. With one arm still holding her and the other holding the phone.
My jaw dropped open when I saw all these mean harsh comments. They were all from kids that go to her school.
Kill your self.
No one likes you no one ever will.
You're an ugly bitch.
Your worthless do all of us a favor and kill yourself.
Don't come back no one ones you here.
With every comment my blood boiled. How can they say that to such a beautiful girl. I deleted her Twitter profile and turned off her phone.
"Don't believe they say Y/N. You are not ugly nor worthless and someone does love you oaky there is someone who loves you. Lauren loves the girls love you. Your parents love you. Chris and Taylor love you. I love you."
"You're just saying that." She softly said. It broke my heart how she would think that no one loves her. So I did the only thing I could think of.
I cupped her cheeks and made her look at me. When I looked in her eyes I saw sadness heart broken. No going back now. I brought our lips together. She seemed shocked and tensed up but she soon relaxed and kissed me back. Her lips are so soft. Our lips were moving perfectly together. After air became an issue we pulled. I rested my forehead against hers and creased her cheek.
"No I don't you understood me. I. Love. You. I've loved you since I first saw you at the airport. I love your smile. Your giggle. Your eyes. Your nose. Your lips. The way you try to cheer us up. Y/N you're such a caring person. I love everything about you. And I understand if you don't feel the-" I was cut off when I felt lips on mine. I felt so much emotion in the kiss. We pulled away slowly.
"I-I love you to" I smiled.
"Everything will be okay."
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