Hey you guys. After a short break and a lot of time thinking, I've returned.
Thank you all for understanding that I needed my time away and a little bit of space. I'm feeling more refreshed than before. Maybe not better, but refreshed and ready to try again.
I came back to a lot. Lots of people updating on how they want to give up. People messaging me, nice things and sometimes not so much. But it's ok. I want to remind you all that I love you and care for you very much, and I want you to know that you can message me any time and I'll try to get back to you asap.
There were also many good things I came back to. 84 notifications, and they were for my pride and joy fanfiction that I've talked about numerous times before. It randomly got a spurt of attention, and now it's almost at 3K reads, which I am so so so so grateful for. That book is basically my life and my fucking child. I would kill to protect and defend it. It's just a story I'm very passionate about.
I also came back to this journal at 3.65K and my previous journal at 19.5K. That's almost twenty thousand reads. How much that means to me can only go unexpressed. I just... don't know what to say. Thank you. Thank you. So much. For your support and love, and the support and love of each other.
May we all continue to support and love each other.
Don't give up guys.
Grey out. (agender)