The Diary of a Struggling Gen...

By polaroidgrey

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It's here for me to rant and you to learn again. A continuation of my previous journal, which just had too ma... More

Being a Feminine Boy
Things that Suck About Being In the Closet
TOOT TOOT I HEAR THE BANDWAGON
Mother, Fuck Your Bigotry that I May Not Refute
Feel
High School Graduation
My Voice
It's Almost Thanksgiving
It's Actually Thanksgiving
O h m y g o d
My Birth Name
Savage vs. Slut, Asylums, Prisons, and Mental Health
Slam Poem: PTSD
For Those Experiencing Dysphoria
Self Love
Short Story- The Walk Home
Fall Out Boy pt 2 (honestly I'm such trash)
The Gender Tag
To be honest...
All I Want for Christmas
Christmas Eve
Santas Comin in Clutch
Short Story No. 2
33 Things
My Name?? (Again??)
Ronnie the Ace/Aro Nuetral Person
Happy (late) New Year!
Boring
Pain
And she breaks my heart, and breaks her word
.
What did I tell you?
Labels
????
Packing
Really Dad
aRE YOU KIDDING ME DAD
Midterms
A Pretentious Analysis
Question Tag
Hey
Return
Me
Hey Ronnie
Paint
The Pen and My Chances
Disassociation
The Monster Returns.
Changing My Username
The Change is Upon Us
Being Trans and in Public
Albus Dumbledore and Mental Illness Validation
Death and Closure
Underlying Acephobia in Society
Asexual Education
About Rain
Queer Platonic Relationship Tag
Q and A?
Q and A!!
Migraine
Fucking Undertale
Jobs.
I Hate Names.
Le raz-de-marée de la vie
Pronouns, shmonouns
tagged
My Name oops
#Monkie???
Ronnie is the fucking best
It's not really just a band.
How do I do it, guys...?
GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS
Happy(ish) Easter
Anxious about Anxiety
Card Drama
Gettin Dunked on by life
Snowdin
Hi, I'm stupid.
A Little Bit Stressed Out
Just Checking In
o m f w h y
So transphobia
The Great Gatsby
Transgender Issues in School
yo
Musack
The Gender Tag (updated!)
TAKING A POLL
SORRY
Looking back
Im gonna leave this here
I'm tired.
Arretez
•normal•
yO
Schools and Mental Illness
cool pic bro
Slam Poem: Stress
And I say my friends, this is the end.
A Cheers to New Beginnings

Hello!

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By polaroidgrey

Hello there, everyone!

This is the start of part 2 to my first journal, Diary of a Struggling Genderfluid, which you can find here------>>> http://w.tt/1WsqDIg

I recommend reading that first, because a lot of the stuff I talk about in this will reference everything from the first one.

However, I will repost my first chapter from that one here. With a few changes, of course.

Hello. I'm Grey Elliot. You can just call me Grey.

You may know me from my other books or in real life, you may not. But who cares anyway, right?

Let's start with a few things about me:

-I'm genderfluid/genderflux. This means for me that my gender fluctuates from feeling neutral to male. I'm afab, or assigned female at birth, so this makes things interesting.

-I'm asexual. I don't experience sexual attraction.

-I'm quoiromantic. This means I can't really distinguish romantic feelings from platonic ones. I generally use aromantic as an umbrella term.

-I have five brothers and sisters. We will name them-
•Sunflower- my oldest sister. She lives in Cali near Oakland and is my favorite sibling.
•Norm- my oldest brother. Has a girlfriend with whom he has my niece, Lollipop.
•Tuck- my older brother. Living in a different state for school.
•Lavender- my older sister. She's a little over a year older than me and basically my polar opposite.
•Buttface- my younger brother. So named because he is a buttface.

-I have a few friends I'll be talking about a lot too.
•Aaron (my qpr partner, they is a gender neutral ace aro awesome person)
•Avalon/Av (also one of my best friends, panromantic lesbian)
(I have a lot of gay friends. We're the gay squad basically.)
Lesser mentioned friends:
•I lost every single one. I have a couple of guy friends but they're insignificant.

-The Monster will be what we call my horrible birther. My dad divorced her and remarried to my stepmom, who I will just refer to as my mom.

-I'm not out to my parents about my gender identity. Actually no one but my friends know about it.

-I prefer they/them/he/him pronouns. I don't have a preference for either.

See you guys pretty soon with the first actual chapter for this!

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