**NICKI POV**
I sat in my bed with a sleeping OJ beside me, replaying the past weeks in my mind.
"I think I like him." I said aloud to myself.
"I think I really like him."
Just then, as if he'd heard me I recieved a text from Aubrey: Hey are you awake?
I had to get my eager giggles out before responding: Yeah.. Sleep isn't a close friend of mine lol
-Aww you work too hard? >^<
_Thats impossible lol! Wyd tho?
-Nothing.. Was thinking of you..
_ Aww what about me?
-I kinda don't wanna go back.. And be so far away from you
_lol why can I picture you saying that doing that lil thing where you scratch the back of your neck
-Basically... Lol
_ Thats so sweet tho. I was thinking of you too btw
-Really?
_Yeah, like literally as you messaged me.
-Now I feel special lol
_lol you should :p
-Its nearly midnight you should get some sleep
_Ik.. I can only try lol
-date night tomorrow?
_ sure where?
-anywhere tbh..
_figure it out in the morning
-k love you <3
_ Night Aubrey ;) <3
-Night
I put my phone on the charger and stared up at the ceiling...
Lydia is NOT gonna like this..
I woke up the next morning to a text from Aubrey: Good morning beautiful
I smiled at the screen for a moment before responding: Good morning. Look who got up earlier than me today lol
-yeah that was my goal
_show off :p
-maybe lol
_ You should be tired
-shhhhhhhh lol
_ mm okay >·<
-Go get ready for work lol stop slacking
_ Don't tell me what to doooooooo lol
-yeah yeah
_see you at the office :)
-beat ya there ;)
_oh its a race?¿?¿
-yeah. On your marks get set go
I put my phone down and took a shower and performed the rest of my hygienes. I got OJ ready while he was still sleeping and packed him a breakfast. I buckled him into his carseat and kissed his forehead before getting into the drivers seat and pulling off. I grabbed OJ out of his seat and carried him into the office.
"I win" Aubrey grinned, sitting in my chair.
"You were probably here since last night for all I know." I joked, "How'd you get into my office though?"
"Lydia."
"She gave you the key to my office?" I cocked my head to the side. whats wrong with her?
"Yeah yesterday."
"Mmm okay." I laid OJ down on the couch then walked over to him.
"Anything I can help you with today Ms. Maraj?" He asked pulling me into his lap.
"No I think I'm good" I giggled. "Where's Aaliyah?"
"Home sleeping."
"I guess she wouldn't be easily thrown onto your hip while sleeping." I said referencing my sleeping OJ across the room.
"I bet you are." He grinned.
"Nuh uh" I giggled.
"Wanna bet?"
"Wh-"
He stood and lifted me onto his hip.
"I'm not a babyyyy" I whined.
"Okay okay." he sat back down with me on his lap and kissed me.
I turned to him and straddled him, deepening the kiss. It wasn't until I felt his hands roam my body when I realized what was happening.
I pulled away and stood up. I turned away, covering my face as I walked to the wall and cried.
"Nic," he walked slowly up to me.
I turned to him hesitantly.
"I can't." I croaked.
"You can't what?"
"I can't keep doing this.."
"What do you mean?"
"There are things you don't know.. And I just don't know how to tell you."
He wrapped his arms around me, "you can tell me,"
"Its not that simple" I groaned.
"Is there someone else?" he asked.
"Mhm"
He took a deep breath.
"You know who it is though." I whispered.
"Who?"
"Lydia..."
QOTD: if you only had enough space on your phone to download one Nicki song, which would it be?
AOTD: All Things Go or ummm Cuchi Shop lol....