SIDHARTH POV
Seven hours later...
"Sidharth,"
My lips curves in a smile just hearing her calling me. I never thought a day would come in my life, when just her calling my name will make me smile like a fool and give me immense peace in my heart. I guess, it's my desperation for her.
I won't feel ashamed to admit that I am desperate for her. Which is pretty much obvious I guess.
I have yearned for her for so long. Over a year and a half. She woke up from her coma, after two more weeks of our anniversary plus engagement. I had been begging her to wake up from that day, desperately begging her.
To be honest, I still can't believe my wait for her has finally come to an end. I still can't believe she is awake. I still can't believe she is talking to me. I still can't believe she is smiling at me. I still can't believe she is breathing without an oxygen mask on her face. When it's already seven hours since she woke up.
Seven-fucking-hours
These seven hours are the best seven hours of my life. I meant it. After all, I finally got my princess, my happiness and my peace everything back. Everything is back to normal. If not then, soon it will be.
I am over the moon right now.
"Venus is so fucking cute and beautiful." Sana gushes over our cute little white Turkish Angora cat.
I call her Kitten. It's a gift from Dad. He sent it to me today in the morning. His only motive behind it was to make smile and happy. It worked. She made me smile and happy. I played with her for hours before Sana woke up around 12 in the noon.
"I just want to eat her." She goan witnessing her cuteness.
Kitten, means Venus named by Sana is now walking around our bed on her tiny pink feet moving her furry tail lazily. Her beautiful blue eyes are fixed on us.
She is a beautiful cat. That's why Sana named her Venus. Venus is the name of the Roman goddess of beauty and love.
"Baby give her to me," She whines making cute faces.
I couldn't help but smile admiring her expression. I swear to God, something happened to me. From the time she woke up I am constantly smiling like a fool and staring at her. She doesn't mind it anyways.
I quickly get up from bed and grab Venus in my hands caressing her furry body. This little bundle-of-joy is so fucking soft and cute I feel like playing with her all the time. But, I know Sana won't like it. The possessive fiancée I have.
We still haven't talked about our engagement thing. How it happened and everything. But I know she knows. I have seen her admiring her ring and playing with it too.
"Here you go, Mama." My words makes her gasps in surprise.
"Ma.. Mama?" She asks me with her doe eyes, which is already moist with tears.
"Yes. You're her Mama. Because, I am her Dada. Do you have any problem to be her mother?" I ask, knowing well that she doesn't have any problem. I can see love and admiration in her wet eyes for our Venus already.
"Absolutely not." She says in a heartbeat taking Venus from my hand carefully. "Mama loves you Venus." She cooed hugging her lightly not to hurt her.
I smile admiring them, and go back to my place to sit and admire them more.
I'd missed her. I can't express in words how much I missed her and everything she does. Even small things she does, like pouting.
God! I want to kiss that pouty lips of her.
"Baby, I don't want to have that disgusting soup again. Please do something." Sana begs me once she was done playing with Venus and she fall asleep on her lap. Venus knows who's her mother is.
Good girl.
"You have to eat that," I tell her.
She had soup for lunch. I can still remember how she was showing tantrums and making cute faces while having it. Honestly speaking, I can't disagree more. That soup really tastes disgusting. I know because I had that too.
Seeing me eating that soup later, she asked me not to have it. She doesn't want me to suffer like her. According to her, I'm not sick. So why to have it? That time, I told her from now on I will eat whatever she will eat. Even that disgusting soup. It made her emotional and she ended up crying hugging me. Getting exhausted, she then fell asleep.
For this, when her parents came to meet her, they found her asleep. Mum freaked out and cried seeing her sleeping, thinking she was still in coma. But Dad and I managed to make her calm telling her she is just sleeping not in coma anymore.
Mum had a hard time.
Sana woke up from her short nap after an hour and meet with her parents. Obviously, everyone got emotional and cried. Even her father was crying hugging her like a baby. It's very rare to see that rough man crying like a baby.
Sana got a little shocked after it, when I addressed them as Mum and Dad. But I can tell she is happy seeing I got a father figure in her father. She was amused seeing how her father was teasing me and calling me 'Son'. Obviously, she never thought this day will ever come when her father and I will share a good bond. Even with her Mum.
"Sidharth? I am talking to you,"
I shifts my eyes from her legs to her heavy eyes. I can tell she is sleepy again. It's very common to feel sleepy after staying in a coma for such a long time. And I am sure my massage is making her body more relaxed. That's why she is feeling more sleepy. But she needs to eat her dinner. I'll let her sleep only after her dinner.
"You will sleep only after your dinner, Princess." I say, continuing on pressing her legs.
Now all she needs is rest, a good diet and the exercise which her physiotherapist will suggest and she will make her do. I already talked with one, Ms. Lily. Sana's family doctor Dr. Kriti recommended her.
Oh! I gave a long lecture to her for being such a bitch. For almost killing my princess who is very much fine and alive.
Fucking bitch.
Ms. Lily will start her therapy from tomorrow. But for now, she asked me to do her leg massage and hand massage. That's what I am doing right now.
"I hate it, please." She makes a pouty face to melt me.
It won't work. Not when it comes to her health.
"You like it or not but you're having it, Princess. It's final." My firm words makes her face fall.
"You don't love me anymore. I can see it." She is just being dramatic right now and nothing else. She uses it whenever something is not happening according to her wish.
"It won't work Princess." I told her in a firm voice.
She again makes a cute pout. I so want to kiss those pouty lips. It's inviting me to kiss the hell out of her. It's over a year and half that I haven't kissed her. Tasted her lips. I am dying to do that, but I won't. It's not the right time to do anything intimate. She needs to be healthy for everything.
She has no idea what I want to do her.
I'll ruin her again, with my passionate love.
She has no idea how dangerous my love has become for her. I can get killed for her. I can kill someone for her. I have killed people for her. Those motherfuckers Manish, Anand and Rocky.
I hope they are having a party in hell.
I haven't told her about the killing thing yet. I am not planning to tell her ever. She doesn't need to know my hands got stain with blood.
"But-"
I cut her off, "Moreover, Mum is making it. I am sure it will taste better."
Her parents are still here. They will stay here tonight. For this, Ms. Jennifer left for her home about an hour ago after checking her one last time. Mum is cooking our dinner and Dad is busy talking over the phone in the living room. Something related to business. So, technically only Sana and I are here in our bedroom.
"Okay." She finally agreed.
After five minutes, Mum come back with her soup and starts feeding her. For my not so surprise she was having it quitely without making any disgusting faces. Means, she liked it.
"How are you feeling Sana?" Her father asks, entering the room with a big smile and caresses her hair lovingly making her smile at him.
Everyone is smiling all the time today. Thanks to her. Her presence is making all of us happy.
"I'm good Dad." She yawn a little, "just feeling a little sleepy again."
He nods positively, "It's normal Sana. With time it will comes in a routine."
"I know." She says, before eating another spoon of soup.
He bends down and kisses her forehead sweetly then moves towards the couch and sits comfortably, still looking at her, smiling.
We all are looking at her smiling. As if she is a new born baby whom we are admiring all the time with a big smile on our faces. I can look at her like this all day, everyday till my last breath.
"Why am I feeling like a baby suddenly?" Sana jokes, giggling
We all smiles seeing her giggling. We all are finally at peace seeing her like this.
"Stop it already." Now she says, feeling shy. I can see her cheeks are red.
"Sorry. Not possible." Our words make her frown.
"It's creepy." She argues.
"We don't care."
"Oh! Fuck." She huff in irritation
Once she is done with her dinner, I help her to lay down to sleep. But it looks like sleep is far away from her. She is looking quite energetic, the way she is talking with her parents.
"Did you guys went for honeymoon?" Her bold question makes Mum blush and, Dad and I look at her in disbelief.
This woman can't change. I don't want her to change anyways. I love the way she is. Bold, sassy and sexy.
"Sana, how could we go when you were like that." Her father says as a matter-of-fact.
"Sorry for ruining your Paris trip." She says in guilt that too unnecessarily
"Sana, don't be ridiculous." I snap.
"It was not your fault." Her father says adding.
"Sidharth is right Sana. It's not your fault. So don't be sorry." Her mother scolds her, and she makes a pout.
Someone ask her not to make that fucking cute pout, or else I'll kiss her until she begs for my mercy.
"Don't look at me with those eyes, Sidharth." She smirks at me understanding my wild thoughts about her.
"Then don't pout." I want to say it, but I didn't. Her parents are still here, unfortunately.
"Let's go and have dinner." Her father says, eyeing Mum to come with him outside giving us privacy.
He is a smart-ass man. That's why I like him.
He goes out and Mum doesn't hesitate before getting up from bed and the room in a hurry, but not before kissing Sana's forehead and asking me to come fast.
Once we are alone, I quickly get up from my place and sit close to her. I bent down and kissed her forehead then moved near her ear cupping her face stroking her cheeks lovingly.
"You have no fucking idea what I want to do with you Princess." I whisper brushing my lips against her ear, "so don't poke me when you can't take it."
From the corner of my eyes I can see her eyes closed, and her breathing becomes heavy. "I love the way your body still responds to my touch."
She opens her eyes to meet with mine, "It will always happen, until the day I die." She just spoiled my good mood, which she did notice seeing my scowl face. "I am sorry Sidharth. I promise, I won't talk about dying anymore." She holds my left hand and kisses softly to seal the promise.
"You better do that. Princess." I say kissing her cheeks lovingly
"I will. I promise."
"You need something?" I ask, getting up from bed to go for dinner.
"Yes,"
"What?"
"You." I smile on her cheesy words. "Have your dinner here. Please." Her gives a puppy face.
I bend down and kiss her forehead, "Okay."
As I enter the room with my soup bowl in the room. I notice, she is playing with her engagement ring again.
"You liked it?" I ask, sitting opposite her
She hummed softly still looking at it.
We fall into the comfortable silent. She was admiring her ring and playing with it when I was busy eating my soup.
When I'm done having my dinner she asks, "Why did you get engaged with me suddenly?"
"What kind of a question is that?" I snap at her, offended.
"I mean," she hesitated before saying farther, "When you knew there was a chance I might die in-"
I cut her off, "Don't talk nonsense Princess." I whisper yell at her. "I knew you would wake up soon. That's why I get engaged with you."
"Sidharth don't get angry. I was just telling a possible outcome of my condition." She says softly seeing my anger.
"Stop it Sana. You don't know what I want though. It was hell." My voice was a little high but not enough for her parents to hear, who are still in the dining room having their dinner peacefully.
"I am sorry." She genuinely looked sorry. "Forgive me."
"I was even planning to marry you like this." She looks at me in shock.
"WHAT?"
"Yes. I was going to do that if you wouldn't wake up soon." I told her my future plan.
"Oh. My. God!" She gasps in shock. "Who are you?"
Reading her eyes, I can tell she can't recognize the person who is talking to her right now. She is seeing a new side of mine which she never witnessed before.
It's true that I have changed a lot. Not in a good way to be honest. I am a corrupt person now. Who doesn't fear to kill someone who will dare to look at her or breath in her direction. I wish I could tell her, her accident, her coma, her absence in my life made a great impact on my life. That too negatively. I don't want to tell her about it either. Because I know my Sana. She will blame her for everything and will punish her for it. I can't let that happen either.
Only if she knows, how much I care for her and love her crazily.
I chuckle to lighten up the moment, "Obviously, your Sidharth. Your fiancée. And, soon to be your future husband." I told her in a serious tone.
I really want to marry her. Super soon. I don't care if she is ready or not.
"I'll be back," I left the room, leaving a shocked Sana behind.
"I want to sit here, and sleep." Sana says pointing my lap, as I sit on bed at my side of bed.
I smile and pull her closer and make her sit comfortably on my lap. Her chest is pressed against mine. I can feel her soft boobs against my hard chest. Her legs are on either side of my torso and her face is buried in my neck. And, her position is not helping much. Our private place is touching each other.
In short, I am in deep trouble.
But I have to control my desire and make her sleep. So, I hold her more tightly in my arms and press soft kisses on her cheeks and shoulder while running my hands on her back in soothing manner.
"I love you, Sidharth." She whispers talk before falling asleep in my arms.
I carefully made her lay down on her place and pull her closer to the cuddle.
I smile happily looking at her sleeping in my arms. I bend down and kiss her hair then whisper, I love you more Princess in her ear.
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THANK YOU.
Meet, Venus Gill Shukla