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SIDHARTH POV
Dear Diary,
I know it's been a long time since I've written here. To you. But you know who kept me so busy these days? Yeah, right. My love. My Princess. Sana Gill.
As you already know we were supposed to go Ladakh. So, we went there. It was a mix experience of good and bad. Mostly bad.
So, what happened there, there was a professor named, Mili. She died by falling from the hill. It was an accident. Poor soul died young. RIP.
So, for her accidental death we come back earlier than planned. The day we came back to Mumbai it was an eventful day. Technically, pretty fucked up day.
What do I tell you? Sana! Her parents got to know about our relationship in the WORST possible way. How do I say? They saw our intimate moments pictures and a video. Yeah! Pretty fucked up and an embarrassing moment.
Those pictures and that video was sent by Surbhi. Ms. Mili was her cousin sister. She provided those stuff to her. Ms. Mili was her SPY.
Surbhi is a total bitch. For her I lost my friend also. Harman. He broke our friendship after knowing about me and Sana. Obviously, he is hurt by me. I knew it would hurt him. And he will break our friendship. But, I'm hurt by it. This break up sucks. He was my best buddy. We have known each other since our school days. :-(
I MISS YOU, HARMAN. PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR HURTING YOU AND BREAKING YOUR TRUST. BUT I REALLY LOVE YOUR NIECE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HER.
Even Sanvi is mad at me. Basically, she is disappointed on me. That I'm in a relationship with a girl, who is almost half of my age. I told her, I know it's wrong but I can't help it. I couldn't. It's not my or Sana's fault that we are like this. God did it. He made my soulmate 15 years younger. I didn't asked it. Not did Sana. In short, it's not our fault but destiny. She didn't understood. She said she needs time. I'll give her the time she needs to accept it.
Well, I know you know that. Sana is crazy. For me. But I didn't know she was "this" crazy about me. In that extent.
After knowing the truth of our relationship, her father gave her a condition. She had to choose between me and her luxurious life and money and everything. That crazy woman chose ME. Yeah! She chose me over her every fucking thing.
I AM STILL IN SHOCK MODE A LITTLE.
Oh! More shit happened that day. I come to know about her bitter past. My princess went though a lot in life. During her childhood she saw her mother with another man (her uncle). Having sex. That asshole even molested her. That motherfucker is dead. Her father killed him with his own hand. I would love to do that too. Asshole rot in hell.
Well, in all this bad stuff, few good things happened. Her father is trying to accept us. He didn't sue me. He is divorcing his wife. Sana and her father are in good talking terms. But she is living with me here. She had made up her mind that she wouldn't go back to that haunted house. Ever. Even if her Dad has begged her a thousand times already. Her dad has kicked out her mom too.
Well, Sana had adjusted well with me in the last one week. We are doing pretty well. We sleep together. We wake up together. We eat together. Sometimes we cook together. We read books together. We are saving lots of water by taking baths together too. And, we are having lots of amazing sex. We can't have enough of each other. Even before writing to you, we had sex for hours. Now that she is taking a nap getting all tired after our workout I'm writing to you.
OH DAMN! WE ARE IN A LIVING RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW. WOW!
Well, I do miss her in college now. But, I can survive that. It's just 6 hours out of 24 hours. Rest of the 18 hours we are together. But after a month or two, we will be together 24×7. We will move to London. We already applied for visa. The good news is, I got a job in London university and Sana will definitely get her admission there. Hopefully, she will receive a mail from them in two weeks. Her grads are good. And her results will come out in a week too. So, yeah. We are good by all means. We are happy. Well, talk to you later.
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I couldn't help but smile and close my diary. I look at Sana. She is sleeping hugging her pink teddy bear. Fucking teddy bear stole my place. I shook my head in disbelief thinking I'm jealous of a fucking teddy bear.
I get up from the couch to keep my diary safe and hidden in my cupboard's drawer. I don't want her to see it. This diary have lot's of secrets of me. Mostly, my thoughts about her and us. It would be embarrassing if she comes to know them from here.
I safely hide it in the drawer and lock it and hide the key inside a pocket of my gray blazer. Taking a sight, I closed the cupboard and turned to go back to her and cuddle with her. But—
"Fuck! Sana." She is awake and she is sitting on bed with a cute smile. "When did you wake up?"
"Stupid question Sidharth." My mind screams at me. Obviously she woke up just now. When I was busy hiding my diary in the cupboard.
"Just now. But what are you doing?" She asked eyeing the cupboard then me.
"Nothing much. Are you hungry?" I asked trying to change the topic. Plus, I do feel she is hungry. It's evening and she had nothing after our sexual intercourse.
"Sure. I want some pizza." She smiled then made a pouty face to melt me.
I hate when she eats food from outside. I have maid to cook for us. Homemade foods are better than restaurant foods. But Pizza. Our maid Shanta can't cook pizza. We have to order it anyways. And I'm in a mood for it too.
"Fine. But, there was no need to make that face Sana. Shanta can't cook pizza." I told her, before grabbing my phone to place an order in app.
"He-he-he. I forgot. She can't cook pizza." She was sarcastic.
"What?" I'm not understanding. I walked to her and sat beside her in bed after ordering pizza. It will take 45mins to come.
"I made that face so that you agree to have some pizza. You could have said no and forced me to eat something healthy. After all it was junk food." And she gives me a cheeky smile.
I smiled and shook my head. "You tricked me." I laughed.
"Baby!" She whined like a baby and crawled into my lap and locked her arms around my neck resting her head on my chest.
I held her tight in my arms and pulled her closer to me. "What is it Princess?" I asked and kiss her temple sweetly.
"Are you happy with me?"
What kind of question is that?
"Of course, I'm happy with you. Why are you asking this question even?" I'm not understanding.
She kissed my heart then said, "Just asking." And shrugs casually.
"Is something bothering you? Did I did something wrong? Did I hurt you?" I need to know what made her think like that even. I need to remove that dirt from her mind.
"No. You did nothing wrong. You didn't hurt me. I was just thinking something so I asked." And she again shrugged casually and kissed my neck this time.
"Why were you thinking? Exactly?" I need to know. "And when?"
"It's. Nothing." And she hugged me tightly as if she is afraid to lose me.
"Sana. What is it? Tell me please." I forced her this time. I really need to know what made her afraid to lose me. Does she thinks I'll leave her? Or something? But why?
She sniffed, "Sidharth." And she started to cry.
"Sana? What is it Princess? Tell me." I panicked. "Please. Stop crying."
"Will you leave me? If... If your Mom never accept me? What if she ask you to leave me? And marry someone else? Will you?" She asked in between her sob.
Oh God! What nonsense she was thinking?
"No. I won't leave you. Ever."
"Really?"
"Yes. But what made you think all this nonsense even?" I'm so mad at her right now.
"I saw a dream about this. Where you left me for your Mom. Then you got married with someone else. So I killed that girl." She revealed, crying.
Oh! God! "It was just a dream Sana and nothing else. I'm definitely not leaving you. Or marrying someone else. Okay?"
"Are you sure?"
Fucking God! "Yes. I'm sure. Now stop crying like a baby." I wiped the tears from her face and eyes.
"I love you Sidharth. So, don't ever leave me. If you do then some murder will take place. And, also kidnapping." She finally smiled.
She is mad. "Sure. I'll keep that in mind. But tell me one thing, was I happy in your dream?"
She looked lost in some thoughts. I guess she is remember that moment of her dream. She finally shook her head negatively and said, "No. You looked sad. I think you were forced to marry her."
"Isn't it obvious? Because, I love you Sana. I was in love with you even in dream. So, don't be sad. And, I'm not leaving you ever. I can never leave you. Who left her everything for me." I kissed her forehead sweetly.
She finally smiled, "Okay." And jumped out from my lap and runs into bathroom.
"My crazy woman."
She comes out after sometime then walked towards the cupboard and opened it.
"What are you doing?" I asked, seeing her staring at it for last five minutes. God knows what she's doing.
She turned to face me and said, "Are you sure this is your cupboard?"
What made her say this now? "Why? What happened?"
"This cupboard is filled with all my stuff. Like 80% stuff is mine. Only 20% is yours. This is not fair to you."
She is mad. I couldn't help but laugh.
"What?" She chided.
"You're crazy Princess. It's okay if I have less clothes there. After all it's OUR cupboard. So it's fine. There's no fair and unfair to me." I explained to her.
She smiled big. "Our cupboard?"
"Of course. This is our house. Our bedroom. Our bed. Our cupboard. Everything is our. After all you're mine." I winked at her.
She giggled happily then runs to me and kissed me in happiness. "I love you Sidharth Shukla."
Aww! "I love you more Sana Gill."
Next moment the door bell rang.
"Pizza is here." I quickly got up to receive it by taking my wallet with me. I received our pizza. Pay him the bill. Locked the door behind and comes to dining table. I don't like eating food in bed or in the bedroom.
"Baby come here at dining table." I called her and sat on a chair and open the boxes.
"Coming." She runs out of our bedroom and comes to me. "I'll sit here." She demands to sit on my lap.
I made some space between me and the table so that she can sit comfortablely in my lap. She sat on my lap and kissed my cheeks before grabbing a pizza slice and started devouring it. So did I.
We finished eating our pizza. Then God knows what happened to her that she said, "Let's go for shopping."
"Why? Shopping? You already have lots of clothes Sana." She really do have lots of clothes.
She giggled snuggling into my neck then comes out and said, "No. Not for me. For you."
"I don't need new clothes. I have enough for me." I said.
"No. Baby. You need some new clothes. All are old. But mostly all are either white, gray or black." She argued.
"So? I love those colors. They suits me." I argued back.
"I know Mr. Hottie professor. But, I think all colors suit you. You know I saw a dream months ago. Where you were wearing a sexy red shit. God! You were so sexy. I felt like fucking you in front of everyone." She explained her dream in dreamy voice.
"And who are these EVERYONE?"
"Everyone like everyone baby. My parents. Your family. All the professors and students. Everyone." Her explaination left me in shock
"What kind of dream you saw? What were we doing that everyone was there?"
She giggled shyly then hid herself in my neck and said, "Our wedding dumbo."
OH MY GOD!
"You saw our wedding dream? And I was wearing a red fucking shit? Like seriously?" I asked in shock. Who wears red shirt at wedding. "You had a weird dream."
"I know. But, you were wearing a gorgeous red shirt under a black tuxedo suit and I was wearing a red gown. A sexy one. White gowns are old fashioned now. God! I still remember the view of that blue ocean water and red rose. It was a sea beach. Fuck!" She said, lost in her fantasy world.
"Wow! So unique. Huh? Red?" I am amused.
"Yes!" She came out from my neck excitedly and said, "So, let's go shopping. I'll buy a sexy red shirt for you. And. You my Daddy will buy a sexy red lingerie for me. After coming home we will wear those. Then, we will rip each other's clothes. Then you know what comes next." She winked naughtily with a sexy smile.
I am hard. Just imagining her in a sexy red lingerie. "Sure. Let's go shopping."
"Yeah!" She jump out from my lap and runs into our bedroom like an excited kid.
"Such a Kiddo she is." I shook my head smiling.
"I'm not a kid Sidharth. But you're definitely my Daddy. Now come here and get ready fast."
"God!" I shook my head and went to our bedroom to change.
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