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SANA POV
"This is irritating." I can't see her anymore. It's irking me right now.
She is still looking at him from afar, but Sidharth has no idea about it. He is busy talking and walking with other professors. Mostly professor Harsh.
I don't understand why she is here? When all the other professors are male? I'm not getting this at all. I'm so done with her right now. Moreover, she wasn't like this before. Last day she was nowhere near him. I don't know what happened in one day that she started liking him.
"Fucking bitch."
"Sana, now she is going to him." Tina says from the side.
"I can see. I'm not blind." That bitch is really after my man. Sidharth is ignoring her but she. She is on another mission. Mission called: Let's get killed by Sana Gill.
"Bloody whore."
"Can you please relax?" Mehek asks, huffing.
"No. I can't take this anymore." I chided. "She is into my boyfriend. Not yours."
"I know. But?" She tries to argue. I will give her a taste of what I'm feeling.
"Will you be okay if she was into Rudra? Was running after him like this? But you couldn't do anything but see. Because you both are in a secret relationship? Huh?" I ask.
She is quiet.
"So, don't open your mouth." I can't take this shit anymore. "She is dying today."
"Don't do anything stupid. Please." Both begs
"I can't promise. Better ask her to stay in her lane, or else she is dying. For real." I'm deadpan serious.
"Oh God." Both gasps.
I look back at them again. She is talking and laughing with everyone. Sidharth is quite. He is mending his business which is walking not gossiping like women do.
"I want to know what's so funny they're talking about?" I'm gonna smash her face with a big stone, to stop her nonstop laugh.
"Sana babe. Relax. Please sweetie." Tina cooed me as if I'm a baby.
"Tina! I'm not a baby that you're cooing me here." I can't believe her.
"But you are acting like a baby. A crazy one." Mehek says.
"You know what. I'm gonna walk fast to catch up with them." I starts walking fast ignoring my friends yelling and shouting my name.
Their yelling makes everyone look back at me. Even Sidharth. He looked concerned. He says something to others and starts walking back to me. A smile comes on my face automatically seeing him concern for me.
"Keep walking everyone." He says to all.
But no one moves. Fucking assholes.
"Please. Move forward. We will catch up with you all." This time they continue walking apart from Mili-pili.
"Are you sure professor Sidharth?" She asks in her extra sugary voice.
"Yes. You go ahead." He says firmly. Little pissed by her.
"Okay." She finally starts going with others.
"What a bitch." I can't hold back anymore.
"Come with me." He grabs my arm and pulls me in a side, behind some big trees. People can't see us.
"What's going on Sana?" He asks
I didn't say anything. He knows what's going on here. I'm pissed. I'm angry. I'm going crazy. That bitch is in fault.
"Are you upset with that boat thing?"
"Yes. I am."
"Sana, it was just an accident. It happens. The boat was moving very fast and she lost her balance and fall on me."
"On your lap." I correct him.
"Yes. Right. On my lap. But it was nothing. Really. Just accident that's it." He explains more.
"She likes you." He gasps on my words.
"Sorry? What?"
"You heard me. She likes you. Who is mine." I almost yell.
"Sana realx please." He looks around the place.
"Fuck these people Sidharth." I say in irritation. "There's no one."
He nods. "I can see it. Please calm down now." He sweet talks.
"It's not working." His sweet talks.
"I know. See, I don't like her. I love you princess. And, there's no need to over react. Plus, we can't control people's emotions. Right?" He is justifying her.
Oh God!
"Don't explain me Sidharth. You better stay away from her. Or ask her to stay the fuck away from you." I'm so done with her and his explanation.
"I will stay away from her. I promise." He kissed my forehead sweetly. His kiss melts me a little but not fully.
"I told her, you have a girlfriend. But still she is after you. She looks at you like a whore do." I tell him.
He grasps, "You told her I have a girlfriend?"
"Duh? Don't you have one?" I point out myself, "Me?"
"Of course you. But why did you tell her? I don't even know her." He is pissing me off now.
"I just wanted her to stay away from you. That's it. That's why I told her. But relax, I didn't tell her it's me. So, chill out." He looks a little relaxed.
"But Sana?"
"Sidharth please. Don't make me angry anymore. I'm already very pissed right now." I say seriously.
"I can see that." He kisses my cheeks then nose lovingly. "They're red."
I smile finally. My cheeks and nose gets red when I'm angry.
"Can we make out a little?" I ask with a goofy smile
He looks shocked. "No. We can't. Someone can come back here looking for us."
"You asked them to go away. Sidharth please. One kiss?" I whines like a baby.
"Sorry Sana. I can't. But I promise I will make it up to you tonight." He kiss my forehead again.
I am so mad right now.
"I'll kiss you in front of everyone here. Before we leave for Mumbai." I declare. I will do to shut their fucking month.
"What??" He gasps in shock.
"You heard me baby. I'll kiss you in front of all these people." I kiss his cheeks and leaves that place.
"Sana!!!" Here comes my man running behind me. Chasing me.
"What professor Shukla?" I act innocent.
"Don't you dare do that." He walks fast to catch me.
"Are you warning me?"
"Yes. I am."
"Sorry. But I'll kiss you. Hopefully, you won't lose your control over yourself when I'll kiss you with my," I point my lips, "lips?" And makes a pout.
He finally catch up with me, and we both starts walking together. "You won't do that."
"No. I was kidding." I lied.
"Good. Or else, I'll punish you." He smirks.
"By what? Your cock?" He gasps.
I continue,"I would love that though. My hottie professor Sidharth." I kiss his cheeks and run fast.
"Sana!!" He again chased me. Running.
After walking for an hour, we finally reached the top. The place is beautiful and so is the view. I look around the place; everyone is busy eating lunch, talking, and relaxing.
"Beautiful place." Tina says.
"Yes. Definitely. But not the people." I say hinting that bitch who is going towards Sidharth. He is busy talking with Harsh sir.
"Sana, leave her alone. Please." Mehek says and eats her noodles from the bowl.
"You, better ask her to leave my man. Then I'll leave her. Alone." I snapped at her.
She didn't say anything after it.
"She is sitting beside him now. Can you believe her?" I can see how she is trying to get close to him. When he is trying to avoid her the best he could.
"He just moves away from her. Chill."
I look at Tina, "Yes. Right. He is trying to avoid her. Can't she see that? She is making him uncomfortable."
"She is blind, Sana." Mohit jokes and laughs.
"I didn't find it funny." My sarcastic comment makes his laugh died.
"Chill out girl." All says to me.
I keep the bowl of noodles aside. "For her I'm not even mood to eat. Such a mood spoiler she is."
After having a quick lunch, everyone gets busy clicking pictures. Of the beautiful place. Of the clear shy. And them, people. Some are even clicking pictures going near the ages.
"Uh-huh!" I quickly walk to the teachers. "Can I take pictures with you all?"
All agreed. I start taking selfies with each professor showing my teeth. Sidharth is second last.
"What are you doing Sana?" He ask.
"Nothing sir." I smirk. "Thank you for the picture."
"Sana?" He tries to say more. But I ignore him. I can talk with him later.
I walk to Mili-pili with a fake smile. "Can I take a picture with you ma'am?"
"Sure." She says smiling.
"Over there." I say pointing an edge where no is there.
"There?" She is a little doubtful.
"Yes. Are you scared?"
"No." She laughs nervously. So she is.
"Then, please come. It will be fun ma'am. Everyone is clicking pictures. Adventure." I push her a little.
"Okay." She agrees finally.
We walk there and I click a picture with her.
"Are we done?" She ask.
"No. Not yet. One more please."
"Fine." She agrees.
She moves closer to me, and stands behind me with a smile. I quickly take a selfie of us then it's time for action. As I move backwards to face her, I fall over her. This place is little slippery. Because of me falling on Mili-pili, she fell from the cliff.
"Holy fuck!" I grasp.
She has fallen from the cliff. But, it wasn't planned. It's an accident. I was supposed to push her off before telling her what she did. What was her fault. But, accident happens!
"Help!" She screams for help. But there's no way we can save her. She is in air. She will die. Anyways.
I smile happily. I am sad but not much. She was supposed to die anyways. It's just that I didn't kill her.
"Ma'am!!!" My fake shock scream and cry catches everyone's attention
"Oh God!!" I cry bitterly as people start running to me.
"Help please!" I can still hear her painful screams. She is still not dead.
Die bitch!
"Sana!!?" I can hear Sidharth and my friends screaming my name. They are worried for me. Actually, just Sidharth. Others must be thinking I killed her. I pushed her off from here.
I quickly look behind me and see, Sidharth is coming to me running along with my friends behind him. Others are coming too, but for her. Not for me.
"You okay?" He asks cupping my face. Huffing.
"Sidharth" I cry pointing down the cliff.
I just realized if she wasn't here, it was supposed to be me. Dying. Or maybe, if she wasn't here so I would never come here to take a selfie even. It all happens because of her own fault not mine.
"Shh!" He pulls me for a hug. I hug him back tightly. "Nothing happened to you. Relax."
Yes.
Next moment my friends come to us and pull me for a hug.
"Sana, are you okay?" Tina asks
"Yes."
Sidharth took me away from the place, and made me sit on the ground. It's all green and grass.
"Have it." He says giving me a bottle of water to drink.
I quickly grab it and have half of it then give it back to him. I look around the place. Teachers are talking with the guide asking number for the rescue team. Her dead body. I can hear people talking that she must have fallen into the river. I hope she drowns in water and die. If she is alive after falling from this cliff.
"You okay?" Sidharth asks for third time.
"I am fine."
He nods positively, "Sana, I need to go and," he points out the place from where she fall
"Okay. Go. But come back soon." I say sniffing.
"I will." He kisses my forehead sweetly then left.
"Sana, did you?" Mehek asks as he left.
"Did you did that? Kill her?" Tina ask.
"No. Trust me or not. But I didn't. It was accident. I slipped and fell on her and she lost her balance and fell from there." I tell them the truth.
I look at them. I can see distrust in there eyes. I'm not in a mood to make them believe me. They can think what the feel.
"Don't lie." Mehek says.
"I'm not lying. But if you want to believe this then fine. I can't do anything to make you believe me." I chided.
"I can't believe you really killed her!" Tina says shaking head. She can't believe I did it for real.
"I didn't. But it's okay. You can assume things on your own. Because, I didn't give any reason to trust me." I pat on her back and get up from my place.
"Where are you going?" Mehek asks in concern
"To die." To get some fresh air away from them.
I walk away from them and stands near a tall tree. Some people comes to me asking if I'm okay or not. After all I just saw a woman dying in front of me.
"I'm fine guys. Thanks for your concern."
They nodded then left one by one.
"Finally I'm alone." I take few deep breaths inhaling the fresh air then sit on the ground resting my back against the tree.
I don't know why but I'm feeling horrible. The same feeling what I felt after watching that nightmare where I killed my parents. I know it was an accident. And I really wanted to kill her. But now I'm feeling sick. Sick of myself to even take her there. To even think to kill her.
I guess, I am not that monster yet. What I want to be. To save us. To save my relationship with Sidharth. To keep him with me. Forever. Mine.
I grab some pebbles from the grass and throw them down into the river. She will be there right now. Flowing from one place to another.
"She deserved to die." She did. She dared to look at what's mine. My Sidharth. I don't share what's mine.
"I miss you Pinku." I really miss him. He is my true friend. Who doesn't judge me. Who loves me.
"My half-boyfriend." I smile thinking about him.
"You're my true friend. I love you Pinku." I really do.
I stay here for some time then go back to my friends. I don't know if they want me to be their friend anymore or not. After all, they thinks I killed her. I am a murderer. A cold blooded murder. And a psychopath. Who can't see a woman near her boyfriend. But that's me. That's how I am.
I can kill someone for him. I can get killed to save him. That's me. That's how my love is. Crazy and fucking dangerous. If they want to call me a crazy person, I'm for him. If they want to call me a psychopath, I'm for him. I don't feel bad that she is dead. That's what she deserved.
"Fucking bitch!" She was, who tried to woo a man who already has a girlfriend, me.
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