You keep saying you'll never leave me but you do it over and over
I'm scared you'll go forever as time passes and we get older
I can't think of a moment when I longed to be without you
You may not accept that I love you but after all it remains true
Please don't make me worry like this
Whenever you're gone I hope you're in bliss
But that's so unrealistic
And it's hard to be optimistic
Because I know your life is dangerous
And I wish it wouldn't stay like this
You tell me you'll be okay but you never really mean it
So I obsessively pray
Until I can no longer feel shit
I'm trying not to cry
But it's simply no surprise
I know you told a lie
But I won't ever cut the ties