If you guys think.. I don't love Sidharth Shukla then you're wrong here darling. I do love him a lot. A lot. In fact, I'm still writing SidNaaz FF only because of him. Not even for Shehnaaz anymore. I trying myself to detached from her emotionally. Maybe! I'm failing. I know. She still affects me a lot. EMOTIONAL. But I'm not here to talk about her now. I'm here to talk about Sidharth & SidNaaz. But mostly Sidharth.
I write ff only for him. To keep him alive. I see many writers have stopped writing. Many have left from here without finishing their on-going stories after September, 2021.
You guys are questioning my love kinda now. If I really write for SidNaaz or not. Or just want some vote n comment. My love for Sidharth n SidNaaz is nothing to do with the fucking vote n comment. Both are totally different things.
I love Sidharth and SidNaaz that's why I'm still here and writing FF on them. Where many left or stopped writing now. For their own good reasons. Even many readers have stopped reading too. I guess.
Funny part is... I simply said there I'll UN-PUBLISH it or change the CHARACTE NAMES if you guys wouldn't read it. Jabki tum log bolte ho "SidNaaz fiction likho" or Sidharth ka dialogue marte ho. "Zarurat nahi hai 1cr. log tumhe pasad kare and all." This...
There seriously I didn't mentioned about "vote or comment" but was complaining "Why don't you guys read? When I'm writing your SidNaaz ff now?" Both are 2 different things. I didn't complained about vote or comment there. But why don't you guys read even? Are you guys not liking the story?
That's why I said... if you're not liking it then I'll UN-PUBLISH it... or most probably will change the character names and make it an original book than a fan fiction book... Where I was wrong here?
Do you know how hurt I felt when I wrote it? But mostly I felt hurt, how easily you guys judge someone. And their love and efforts. That I put here. I do it for my SidNaaz but mostly for Sidharth. I fucking love him a lot. It's my way to keep him ALIVE in my own fucking imaginary world.
Do you know there's a lot of stories in my draft.. more than 10. All are SidNaaz ff. But I don't feel like pen down them... reason... No one reads my book... and no one will read in future... most SidNaaz fans left this app.... readers... n writes... but who cares for me n by bloody emotions... here? None.
And rahi baat vote comment ki... so I guess every one of you wanted if you're writing... I can bet. This 2 are a sign of APPRECIATION to encourage the writers to write more ... and better.... I don't see wrong in it? This star button and comment box is not for show here... I guess... they gave it for some reason... right?
And I loved how you tried to put POV of mine.. theChaoticAnjjj
Bas..... hogaya.. sorry if someone felt hurt.... n there's NO PRESSURE on you all to vote or comment or read it.... you all are free birds... I won't bother you all anymore... to do vote or comment.... thank you.... 🙏🏻