HELLOOOO~
I've missed you guys! Anyways- I went away on Feburary the 22nd and by Feburary the 28th I gained 40 new votes. FOURTY NEW VOTES. As you can tell I'm a happy girly.
This time there is a reason as to why I'm updating. It's Jodie's sixteenth today so I decided to surprise her with a new update. So yeah-
HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY MUSHROOM.
One last thing- Five votes before I upload again, the votes are going down but the comments are going up:// makes no sense to me- but on we go- Here's chapter 26! Enjoy!
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*Nathan's POV*
"Where are you taking her again?"
"You know that place in town, the really cute one?" I told Megan.
"Awwwww" she cooed, smiling broadly, "My Jodie is going out on a date!" I nodded and dropped my head, heat rising to my cheeks slightly, not even caring that Megan could see that I was blushing.
"Hey, did you ever talk to Jay?" I asked, changing the subject.
"No, he's been avoiding me" she sighed, "I've text him but I've had no reply, back to basics really"
"That boy is going to kill me, I'll speak to him don't you worry" I told Megan before hanging up so she couldn't argue with me. "Bird!" I called.
"Mate, he's in his room, getting ready?" Tom shouted from the kitchen, he's probably stuffing his face with food like he's been starved for months on end.
"What? Why?" I asked, joining the small meeting in the kitchen consisting of Max, Tom, Siva and I.
"We're not going out?" Max asked,
"Exactly, he is though" Siva said, we all turned our attention and focus on him and believe me when Max or Tom look at you it can be pretty intimidating net alone when they're together, god! Thats the worst!
"With who?"
"I don't know, Nathan go find out for us" Siva told me, shrugging slightly.
"Why meeee" I moaned, throwing my head back like a child,
"Because you're our spy" Tom replied simply and went back to the fridge... Surprise surprise. I gave a small huff and folded my arms as I left the kitchen, making my way towards Jay's skittle filled, Avatar themed room. Please keep in mind when I say that it's Avatar themed I mean he's got two posters up of the bloody movie. I ventured down the hallway soon becoming face to face with the door to Bird's room.
"Mate, can I come in?" I asked, knocking on the door lightly.
"Yeaaah" I opened the door slightly and slipped in, becoming aware of the fact that Jay was standing in front of his wardrobe in just a pair of dark jeans, topless with three different shirts hung in front of him.
"How comes you're dressing up?" I asked, standing in the doorway, not really wanting to be here at all to be honest. I'd rather be snuggled with my girl than be here, in this moment, with Jay.
"Oh, I'm taking a girl out" Jay replied simply, running his hair through his unruly curls.
"And who would this girl be?" I questioned further, now walking on a thin tightrope. I waited a minute before an answer.
"Oh the girl from the night we went out clubbing a few weeks ago, Angel" he replied finally, turning to me with a massive smile.
"Mate, what about Megan?"
"What about her?"
"So that's it? You're gonna forget about her?" I asked. Jay opened his mouth to open before his eyes widened staring at the space behind me. Eventually I realised why, I turned my head to the third person in the room, her small figure wrapped in a coat and jeans. The small being one person only...
Megan.
*Megan's POV*
"So you're gonna move on without me?" I asked, tears threatening to fall down my face. I couldn't look weak, not here, not in front of Jay.
"N-n-, yeah" Jay sighed, his gaze not meeting mine, his blue eyes becoming focused on the floor. It'd been a week since I was let out from the hospital, before that it'd been two and a bit weeks since the kiss between McGuiness and I. Things have been rather... Quiet, shall I say. There's been no contact from Jay to me but I text him a few times, of course. Only for him to bloody ignore me.
"So we're done. All those moments that I thought were special, all those almost moments, that moment... You're gonna let it all go?" I shouted, I wasn't even worrying about the tears tumbling down my face now, I was past that stage of caring. I was more worried that one of the only boys I trusted had let me down. He told me I was worth something but honestly, he was the one making me think different.
"Pretty much"
"Well then, you deserve this" I told him before slapping him and kneeing him in the balls. I didn't care how much pain he was in, he'd messed with me head, my feelings, my bloody emotions. I heard a small whimper escape Jay's lips as more footsteps rushed upstairs.
"What happen-" Max started, only to see Jay lying in a fetal position on the floor, holding himself in pain.
"Have fun McGuiness, go play with other girls' feelings, tell them they mean something before leaving them to self destruct. Sometimes I really thought that you were different. Now I know how much of a twat you are"
"That's enough Megan" Tom sighed, trying to calm me down, I shook my head, taking a step forward and towering over Jay as he laid still on the floor.
"You know what? I didn't ask you to come into my life, I didn't ask for you to run to me every time you had a problem. Get the fuck out. Go let Harry beat the shit out of you, realise the difference between the two. I treat people right. You however, hurt people, run to Harry, let him beat the crap out if him, pleasure him in whatever way desirable, just get out of my life slut, and guess what. Bloody well stay out of it." Jay mustered together, his eyes finally meeting mine.
"You think that I let Harry do that to me?" I whispered, everyone around us was in shock.
"Yep" he replied bluntly, leaning on the bed for support as he picked himself up if the dark carpet.
"This whole thing has been a lie hasn't it? I guess I'm sorry? You won't be seeing anymore of me" looking at them all individually before taking off and running out the house, not caring to look at anything else. I just focused on bloody getting myself back home.
*Jay's POV*
"The whole thing has been a lie hasn't it?" Megan paused, looking at me straight in the eyes. Her fragile body looked drained and you know why? Because of me. Her beautifully coloured eyes were welling up with more fresh tears and old ones tumbled down her face. "I guess I'm sorry, you won't be seeing anymore of me" she says finally, her gaze moved from me to everybody else, taking then in one last time quickly. Soon enough, that would be the last time I saw her beautiful face. Her eyes met mine one last time before she sprinted out if the house, Tom running after her as quick as a flash. Max left the room, Nathan following leaving Siva standing in my room.
"I can't believe you said that" Siva muttered, holding his hand out to help me up.
"Neither can I..." I muttered after he'd made a swift exit out of my room. Boom. There goes the friendship with Tom that I once had. Boom. There goes the friendship with Nathan that I once had. Boom. There goes... Wait. Almost all my close friends.
"You may want to get ready for you're date" Nathan spat as he walked past the room. Shit. I forgot about that. I grabbed my plain white shirt and chucked a dark jacket over it, completing the look. I looked down and realised that this was the jacket Megan had got me, she had got it for me before everything happened. Before everything today. Before everything with Harry.
"Are you going or what?" Max asked, standing in my doorway. I nodded and looked around for my phone. Grabbing it and my wallet I shoved them both in my jacket pocket before running past Max and downstairs. I called a taxi before sitting in the front room waiting for it to arrive and take me to Angel's place.
"Have fun" Siva shouted from upstairs as I told them all I was going I heard one or two 'yeahs' and left, climbing into the taxi and telling them Angel's address.
So in a day I've broken at least six friendships and no doubt about I'm to lose more.
I guess that the ones who stay by you really count.
But I also guess I can be so bloody hypocritical.