Katatapos lang namin kumain. Ang sungit ng adopted daughter niya, kanina pa ako tinatarayan. Maghintay lang siya ng ilang linggo, tatarayan ko na rin siya.
Kasalukuyan kaming nasa kwarto ni Donghyuck hyung. 'Yung kwarto niya parang kasinglaki na ng buong bahay namin. Joke!
"Maghubad ka na."
Huh?
Mabilis akong lumingon sa kanya at binigyan siya ng nagtatakang ekspresyon sa mukha. "Po? Bakit po ako maghuhubad?"
Tumawa siya nang bahagya. "Just kidding. I just wanted to see how would you react to that."
"Ah." Tumawa na lang din ako. "Ano po bang reaksyon ng dati niyo pong mga naging sugar baby?"
"Honey, they would immediately strip in front of me. So, when they found out that I was just kidding, kitang-kita 'yung disappointment sa mukha nila. But considering you're the youngest, alam kong hindi gano'n ang magiging reaksyon mo, and I was right."
Ngumiti na lang ako. Kanina pa ako nagba-blush, nakakainis. Bakit ba ang gwapo niya?
"Bakit ka ba nakatayo lang d'yan? Upo ka rito sa tabi ko. I don't bite... unless you like."
Pinaglaruan ko na naman ang mga daliri ko habang umuupo sa tabi niya.
May kinuha siya mula sa isang drawer at binigay sa 'kin. "That's our contract. You may sign it later after we discuss some regulations and conditions. If ever you wish you do not want to continue anymore, bibigyan ulit kita ng isa pang contract na pipirmahan mo ulit, to confirm na gusto mo na talagang tumigil. Clear?"
Tumango na lang ako kasi binabasa ko 'yung nasa contract. May nakalagay dito, the sugar baby may stay on the sugar daddy's house if the sugar baby chooses to.
OMG! Pwede akong tumira rito?
"Yes, you can."
Napatingin ako sa kaniya at ngumiti nang awkward. Nasabi ko pala nang malakas 'yung nasa isip ko.
"Uhm, pwede na po nating i-discuss 'yung conditions."
"Firstly, Renjun, in sugar dating, remember that this is different from normal relationship. You can have your romantic relationship with anyone, I'm just here to help you financially or emotionally."
"No strings attached?"
"Yeah. One of my past sugar babies fell in love with me. She became so obsessed that I need to break up with her and end our contract myself."
What did she expect? Mai-in love din sa kaniya si Donghyuck hyung? Tsk.
"Secondly, sugar relationships don't always involve sex. However, it depends on each relationship. You're still young so, we can't do that. Unless ayain kita isang araw."
Bumuntong-hininga ako. Ayoko pang mawalan ng virginity. Dios mio!
Tumawa siya. But somehow, hindi ako kinilabutan sa huli niyang sinabi. Ngumiti lang ako.
"Next, be always honest with me. Hindi ko mabibigay sa 'yo ang gusto mo kung hindi mo sasabihin sa 'kin." Tumango lang ako. "I don't have much regulations, I just want you to be comfortable with me. Tanggalin mo 'yang hiya mo, it's fine."
Tinitigan niya ako sa mata. I almost look away. Hindi na ako nagtaka na na-in love sa kaniya 'yung dati niyang sugar baby. Look at him, he's so handsome. At sobrang bait pa.
"Now, for the conditions. Tomorrow, I'll give you the 50k you need for your tuition fee."
"Hyung, I need to be honest. Actually, 45k lang talaga 'yung tuition fee. 'Yung 5k, ipapang-libre ko sana sa mga kaibigan ko. I'm sorry for lying."
He nods slightly, "It's okay if you use the 5k to treat your friends. It's great that you're able to hang out with them."
"Sorry, hyung. O-okay lang kung saktong 45k ang ibigay mo sa 'kin."
"No, honey, it's fine." He pats my head. "Now, since you're a student, I'm assuming you're opting for the monthly allowance instead of pay per meet, am I correct?"
"Y-yes."
"Once you sign the contract, your monthly allowance starts every 30th of the month. Kapag naubos mo agad 'yung monthly allowance na 'yon nang hindi pa natatapos ang isang buwan, syempre wala kang matatanggap. Next month na ulit."
Kinunot ko ang noo ko. Sandali, nabangag ako roon. "Wait. So, for example, kung 'yung allowance ko bukas ay naubos ko agad nang wala pang October 30, sa October 30 pa ako ulit magkakaroon. Tama po?"
"Correct."
"Okay, I think I can do that."
"Now, how much do you want for your monthly allowance?"
Fuck.
"I... I don't know."
"Magkano ang pera mo usually sa isang linggo?"
"500."
"500 lang? That's only 2,000 a month. Ano ang mga araw na wala kang pasok?"
"Monday and Sunday."
"Okay. I'll make it 3,000. Would that be enough?"
"More than enough."
He nods, smiling. "Do you have any questions for me?"
"Uh..." Lumunok ako nang sobrang lalim. "If we ever, uhm... you know, have sex, what are you expecting from me?"
I saw him smirk. "Bakit, gusto mo ba?"
"Hypothetically." mabilis na sabi ko.
He shrugs, "I don't know. We'll see." He chuckles and ruffles my hair. "Bata ka pa, mag-aral ka muna. You may now sign the contract." Inabutan niya ako ng ballpen.
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