unmendable ⍟ jaemin

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속이 텅 비어있는 느낌이다

" Hyung! " Jisung exclaimed, rushing towards Jaemin as soon as he entered the house, " are you okay? Where have you been? Taeyong Hyung have been looking for you with some updates and stuff. "

He only replied with a slight nod of his head, turning to walk up the stairs with no enthusiasm or energy at all, Jisung furrowed his eyebrows in confusion whilst staring at Jaemin's back which turned the corner once it reached the top of the stairs before rushing back to the med room where he came from 10 minutes ago.

He skidded to a halt once he reached Y/n's side, resitting on the chair he had vacated before.

" Jisung Park, please take care of your knees, " Y/n- who was now awake- reminded, remembering how Jisung told her about his knee injury.

[ Get well soon Jisungie! Hope to see you back on stage soon, I miss you so much 🥺❤️ ]

" No no wait that not the point, " Jisung said quickly, placing both his hands on her bed dramatically, " there's something wrong with Jaemin hyung. "

" What do you mean? " She asked, clearly confused, " is he injured or something? "

" No no I mean, he's not like himself, " he tried to explain quickly, " he came home from outside which was all cold and stuff and like he was way quieter than usual and there was not sort of... emotion in his eyes. " He frantically explained, gesturing to his eyes to get his point across.

Jaemin pushed the heavy door open, taking a seat in front of Taeyong without any sort of invitation or acknowledgement of his presence from him.

" You okay? " Taeyong's filled with worry, and warm eyes met Jaemin's cold ones, " where did you go? "

" Nowhere," he replied monotonously, his head tilted to one side slightly and his jawline clearly visible to Taeyong.

" Oh, " Taeyong let out, his eyebrows knitted together in confusion, " I have uh, a few notices. "

He received no reply but carried on talking anyways as Jaemin's eyes were focused on the few sheets of paper sitting on his desk, " we'll be having two new members soon and I want you to help them get used to gang life. "

Taeyong slid the papers containing the new member's information to Jaemin, " they'll be arriving either later today or tomorrow, remember to train them. "

Jaemin's eyes flickered to Taeyong, " that's all? " he asked, looking bored with the whole situation.

" And urm, Y/n is awake now. "

" Okay. " he stood up, exiting his office with the papers in hand and leaving poor Taeyong with no idea what was going on with him.

Jaemin returned to his room without bumping into anyone in the hallways. They were on a small mission that's why, did he care though? no, definitely not.

He settled down on his chair, sliding his phone out of his pocket, placing it on the table and not sparing a glance at the few hundred notifications that had been there since an hour ago and scanning through the new information he had obtained.

he  pushed the paper to the side, staring at the blank wall directly in front of him.

Was it okay though? Being cold to everyone so that they would have less interaction with him and so they could be fine.

That was all according to him though, nothing was his fault.

Even though he hadn't eaten for approximately 10 hours, the usual rumbling of his stomach was absent.

Even though his throat was dry, and his voice was sure to come out deeper than usual- as if he had never drank a single drop of water since last year- he wasn't thirsty and he felt that there wasn't a need to drink water.

Jaemin thought nothing of it, standing up from his chair, he fell onto the bed directly behind it, glancing at the clock on the bedside table.

It had been 4 hours since he entered his room yet he felt like it had only been 30 minutes.

He wasn't shocked or anything, the only phrase that went through his head was ' odd ' before he drifted off to sleep

↳ what happened to nana :(