Lovely Δ SPN [ 1 ]

chapter fifty-one

"You get it, right?" Sam hears and looks up to see Evie.

"Get what?" Sam asks tiredly, completely over the hallucinations.

"Everything's your fault." Evie says.

"What?" He asks.

"Your mom died because of you. Mommy's dead because of you. And then you started taking demon blood and you're the reason you're in here. You're the reason Deanie doesn't like you anymore."

"Evie..."

"You're the reason I don't have a mommy anymore. If you didn't go away with Uncle Deanie, I'd still have her."

"I know, baby. I'm sorry." Sam brokenly whispers.

"Why did you have to turn into a monster?"

Sam squeezes his eyes shut, rubbing them, and when he reopens them and looks up, Evie's gone.

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It's the next day and Dean is leaning against the entryway between the living room and the hallway while Bobby stands by his desk. Evie is sitting on the couch, playing with her dog.

"Correct me if I'm wrong, but you willingly signed up to be the angels' bitch?" Bobby asks and Dean looks at him. "I'm sorry. You prefer sucker? After everything you said about them, now you trust them?"

"Come on, give me a little credit, Bobby. I've never trusted them less. I mean, they come on like shady politicians from planet Vulcan." Dean says.

"Then why in the hell did you--" Dean cuts Bobby off.

"Because what other choice do I have? It's either trust the angels or let Sammy trust a demon?"

"I see your point?"

Dean doesn't hear Sam yelling or anything.

"You hear that?" he asks.

"Yeah, that's a little too much nothing." Bobby says.

"Stay here." Dean tells his niece.

"But, it's da--"

"Don't move!" He tells her, him and Bobby rushing downstairs.

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The two had to restrain Sam to the cot in the panic room so he wouldn't fly all over the place again. They came up the living room where Evie still is.

"I want daddy." Evie says.

"I know, kiddo, but... you can't have him right now." Dean sighs, tired of everything.

"I want daddy now!" Evie yells.

"Well, you're not getting him now!" Dean yells back.

Evie stares at him with teary eyes for a few moments and Dean realizes where this is going.

"Don't you dare start--"