𝐵𝑢𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑙𝑦 𝐷𝑒𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 // 𝑗𝑗𝑘, 𝑦/𝑛, 𝑘𝑡ℎ

20

JK POV :

I felt so ashamed the moment I left the restaurant. We all went home the same way we came. Except that y/n wasn't in the seat next to me this time. What had come over me? I tried to be nice to her, but she just played rude with me.

I felt ruthless and evil in a good way watching her squirm around in her seat trying not to moan ... until I felt her wet tears fall onto my hands. That's the moment I felt like my old self. Before I became this. I felt feelings, and I felt like killing myself for ever going that far.

I tried to sleep when I got home but I just couldn't. I laid there staring at the ceiling unable to close my eyes. I also felt scared of leaving her there with that man. That's when I decided to text her to see if she was fine there.

Jungkook :
Hey y/n where are you rn?

her ):
I'm still at the restaurant

Jungkook :
Oh, you okay?

her ):
Idk
What do you want me to say?

Jungkook :
What are you still doing at the restaurant?
Isn't it supposed to close by now?
It's like 3am

her ):
Logically speaking there's no way
for me to get home...
And the owner said I could stay the
night and he'd call an Uber to take
me home tomorrow

Jungkook :
I can come get you rn if you want

her ):
No it's fine

Jungkook :
Look I just don't feel safe leaving
you alone with a stranger
Let me come get you?

her ):
Idk ... I'm not exactly sure I feel
safe around you either

Jungkook :
I promise, it's okay
I wanted to talk to you anyways

her ):
Jungkook I'm sure you're really tired
I don't think you're in any position to
be driving?

Jungkook :
I'm already outside the restaurant...
Please just come outside
I'll drop you off at your home and
nothing else I promise

her ):
Okay, just wait a few minutes.

Jungkook :
Sure

I waited in the car for her as I tapped my fingers on the wheel anxiously. I said I wanted to talk to her, but I had no idea what I would say. I still hated her with all my guts, but after what I did that night, I realised I went way too far.