Love always finds its way. Let's witness a blooming, or a tragic story that will make us believe that love is always there, forever.
A Clexa Fanfic. Modern times, where it will all start when Clarke and Lexa meets in High School.
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LEXA POV After eating brunch, Clarke wanted to tell us something. In all honesty, I'm freakin' worried at what she's going to say. Is she leaving again? Oh maybe she's going to tell she's getting married. I sigh knowing I lost the woman I love.
All of us gathered around the living room as we wait for Clarke's announcement or story. When she began talking, I was fighting back my tears. The worst part is.....
Clarke: 5 years ago, 8 months after the accident, I woke up and lost my memories.
The place was filled with silence. Raven, Octavia and I were speechless. I blinked multiple times and I even tried to pinch myself to make sure this is real.
Raven: I'm sorry, what did you say?
Octavia: It seems like you said you lost your memories? How?
I look back at Clarke trying to hold myself together. This is my fault.
Clarke: Like i said, i was basically brain dead for 2 months. Then suddenly my brain magically awoke. Doctors say that's a cause. Too much brain trauma.
Me: No memories at all?
Clarke: Nope. Not a single one. It's like when I woke up, that was my 1st ever memory. Looking like a lost 19yo girl.
I wasn't able to hold my tears anymore. I look at Abby and Marcus and they were faintly smiling at Clarke.
Me: Clarke, this is all my fault. I'm sorry.
I stood up crying and left. It's true. This is my fault. If I didn't break up with Clarke, she shouldn't have been in an accident. If I could have just waited for her, she should still remember all of us.
She could have still be mine.
I ran to the end of Clarke's street and finally there was a cab. I was crying all the way to my apartment. I couldn't believe how Clarke managed to go through all of that without the people she trust. I ruined her life.
I arrive at my apartment and just flopped myself in bed. 5 years, i never got over her. I thought she moved on without me and it hurt every single day. And now I find out that she never even had the slightest idea to move on from our relationship because she lost everything. From our 1st meeting to our 1st date. I can't.... I have ruined everything to her. The day she met me, her life was ruined. She got beat up by my own parents and now she lost everything because of me. I don't deserve to live.
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CLARKE POV I finished telling them what happened over the past 5 years. Octavia and Raven were in tears and couldn't believe what just happend. Lexa on the other hand was crying.
Lexa: Clarke, this is all my fault. I'm sorry.
She stood up sobbing and left. I look at her confused. Why would this be her fault? I was in Paris and got in a car accident. She was here in LA. It's not her fault.
