Life as a Yoonmin Stan

Chapter 13

HELLOOOO

I had a really crappy week but I feel better and the angst will soon vanish.

I also discovered that I like K-Rock more than K-Pop, but I still LOVE K-Pop

ALSO STANNNNNN THE ROSE AND DAY6 (THE ROSE AND DAY6 ARE MY TOP 2 ULTS)

If you know more K-Rock bands or soloist plz put some in this sentence

 I don't know how long this book will be, but we'll see sooner or later...

Let's Begin!!!

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Yoongi's POV

After reading Jin's text I felt horrible. Jimin felt like I led him on although I don't know if I did. I feel so confused on how should I feel. I consider myself straight, but recently I don't think I can say I'm confidently straight anymore. I don't want to hurt Jimin by experimenting on him, but I also wouldn't know how to feel about doing that with anybody else. I'll just spend the night in the studio, and probably will figure out the chorus while staying here.

I just hope Jimin will forgive me.

(The next day)

I woke up groaning from the back pain that I got from sleeping on the couch. It's currently 5:50am and I figured out the chorus and how to apologize to Jimin. I knocked out two birds with one stone. After a long night last night I realized I could never really live my life without Jimin. He's my band mate and friend. Yes, I felt a connection with Jimin, but I still don't want to unintentionally treat him like an experiment. I'm not even sure of my sexuality anymore, but I know through my apology, I can at least just get my friend back.

Jimin's POV

I hate Min Yoongi. 

I despise him. 

He was so cruel to me.

He doesn't deserve my sympathy. He won't get anything from me. At first I thought it was my fault, but now I realize it isn't and he's just a prick. If he dares to try to defend what he did I will literally killed him. I'm still going to stay in my room, I just don't want to face anybody. The only person I can face is Jin. I was going to maybe read something when I heard a knock on my door.

I went to open my door and shut it immediately afterwards.

Yoongi's POV

Well this is going to be harder than I thought.

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I know it's a short chapter, but I feel so unmotivated to write.

I know I said I felt better, but I still want to be in a sushi blanket roll.

I cried myself to sleep three times this week

BUT NEXT CHAPTER IM DONE HAVING DEPRESSO CHAPTERS

ANYWAYSSSSSS

STAN YOONMIN

BAII!!