YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I'M ACTUALLY UPDATING AGAINNNNNN
I WILL PUT THE SONGS AGAIN BUT I FEEL LIKE SHIT
I literally stay up all night last night thinking how unhappy I truly feel rn...
ANYWAYS LETS BEGINNN
Oh My God- G-IDLE
All You Wanna Do, Don't Lose Your Head- SIX the Musical (YES IM A THEATRE JUNKIE)
Crown- TXT
Butterfly- Loona
love4eva- yyxy (Loona)
Hi High- Loona
Fantasia- Monsta X
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Yoongi's POV
He just kissed me.
He's kissing me.
This is wrong what's wrong with me? What's wrong with him? I pushed him off of me. He looks at me with guilt in his eyes and I looked at him with a confused but cold stare. "Get out." I said. "Hyung I-", I interrupted, "I said GET OUT!" I yelled. He looked hurt with tears in his eyes and ran out.
I feel so confused I AM A STRAIGHT MALE (A/N: lies). Jimin is a guy, but it felt good and his lips were so soft. I don't know what to feel and it's stressing me out! Why is my body betraying me, maybe I'm sexually frustrated? When was the last time I had sex anyway? Not important. Maybe I should just go to a club or something and get laid, but how will I face Jimin after this?
Jimin's POV
I ran out with tears in my eyes.
I feel disgusting.
How could I kiss him? He probably thinks I'm disgusting. I can admit I might be bisexual, but he's probably straighter than a line. But, why would he do all that stuff with me? Why did it feel like he was attracted to me. I'm almost at the dorm and I hope no one is home, because I hate for any of the members to see my tear streaked face. Luckily no one was home, so I ran into my room and locked myself in there hoping no one will question my actions. I feel like I want to crawl into a hole and just die. How could he look at me with his cold stare, like I'm a servant in his castle. I felt so inferior under his stare and when he yelled at me how was suppose to respond? It's all my fault I shouldn't have asked him to help me. If I never asked this wouldn't have happened.
I shouldn't have kissed him.
It's all my fault.
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Sorry for the sad ending (and short update)
HOWEVER, I will be updating with more consistently so you won't wait months
I feel a little better, but I'll be happy soon
STAN YOONMIN
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