Amals pov
"stop amal it's your fourth cigarette today" samad scolded me as he snatched the cigarette from my lips and threw it away,
I sighed in defeat and gave up,
"fine" i said rolling my eyes,
"the designer is here" jenny informed and I stood up taking out the cardboard shopping bag from my cupboard,
"so I want to wear this jewelry and ghunghat on my wedding, I want you to design a dress keeping this in mind" I stated as I handed her the bag,
(ghunghat is a veil)
she took out the gorgeous metallic golden ghunghat that belonged to my mother and red traditional guluban that was also hers,
(guluban is a type of choker)
"its kind of old fashioned" the designer said
"I dont care, Its what my mother wore in her wedding, if I wear this I'll feel like she is with me" I said as my eyes stinged with invisible tears,
"okay, you dont have to worry, I'll make this work" the designer assured and left,
"ahh I am exhausted" samad complained as soon as the designer left,
"I'll go check on taha" I stood up and samad nodded as he laid down on the couch already falling asleep,
I smiled looking at him sleeping peacefully and left without making any noise,
I knocked on taha's door,
"yeah" he said and I opened the door,
"hey" he smiled and I returned it back,
"so how are the wedding preparations going on?" he asked and I allowed myself to fall on the bean bag kept infront of his bed,
"agh dont ask" I said
he chuckled as he straightened his legs and rested his back on the headboard,
"so? jenny is leaving huh?" I asked and he nodded sadly,
"it's for her own good" I consoled him,
"yeah it's just, she is with me ever since she was 14, she is like my baby sister, hell she is like my daughter" he said and I smiled at him
"She'll keep visiting" I assured and he nodded,
"are you sure you dont want to do any functions?" he asked for the 10th time and I nodded in annoyance,
"have you finalised the decorations?" he asked
"yeah samads abbu showed my house to the wedding planner, he sketched out some ideas from which I chose a few, he will start the decorations tommorow" I said and he nodded
"you didnt had to pay for my wedding expenses" I said for the tenth time and he rolled his eyes
"you asked me to be your wali and gawah in your nikah amal, as your wali it's my duty to do all of this" he said and I nodded as I knew he wont listen to me,
(wali means guardian, in islam you require two witnesses during the nikah ceremony and a approval from the guardian which is usually father, and the wali is also one of the witness)
"abbu is not here, but getting married in the house that he loved so much and wearing mumma's veil and jewelry will make me feel like both of them are with me, i just hope the designer will be able to make dress for me in four days" I sighed
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my endless love
Romancethis might come across as another attempt for romanticize abuse but have faith and read till the end Amal's pov: "please leave me" i pleaded to him but he just tightened his grip on my hand. "why?" he asked clenching his jaw staring at me and that w...
