my endless love

beginning of the end

Amals pov

I felt strong, confident, undefeatable.
I stepped out of the bathroom tying my bathrobe.

looking In the mirror I admired my face,
I pointed my finger at my face
"this is my weapon"
"this is what will turn arhams whole world upside down"
"he destroyed me for this face for this body, I will destroy him with this"

I walked into the closet and looked for something extremely sexy, but In a subtle way
I chose a black chiffon see through saree and a backless, sleeveless blouse

I left my hair wet on purpose, applied make up and a blood red lipstick

no jewelry I'll let my body shine today,
some high heels and I was good to go

I stepped out of the closet and sat on the couch

with shaky hands I gulped down some water
I was nervous
for what I had in mind, it was too difficult to actually execute it

then I remembered all of the deaths,
I suppressed the tears and the courage was back.

I felt confident again.

the door opened and arham stepped in
he looked towards the bed and was surprised to not find me there

as soon as his gaze fell on me his eyes darkened, a look of pure lust formed on his face

I stood up from the sofa acting as if I was blushing but actually I was dying to slit his throat.

he stood infront of me and admired me from head to toe.

sitting on the sofa he said
"I wasnt expecting you here all dolled up, as always I thought you would be sitting on the bed all scared, crying your eyes out, but I am impressed you've never looked this sexy..... ever"

i smiled and tried my best to look innocent, like a lamb

I sat down near his feet and rested my head on his lap

"I have realized how much you love me"

"you killed so many people for me, if that's not true love then what is?" I asked in an innocent voice

in order to bring tears in my eyes i recalled samad's last moments and instantly i was crying

"please forgive for realizing all of this so late arham" I cried and looked up at him trying my best to look as if i was looking at him with love

he looked shocked

he didnt respond and just stared at me

I got panicked,

what if he knows what I am planning?

I need to do something!
something I never do, something a loving wife would do

i stood up and sat on his lap,
circling my hand around his neck i kissed him briefly on the lips and he immediately kissed me back,

I felt as I would puke
his eyes were closed I looked at him with hate

all of the torture the pain the deaths flashing infront of my eyes

I broke the kiss and caressed and his cheek
"I love you arham shaikh" I said in a low voice

"I love you too my kitten" he said and i sighed in relief I thought I was about to be busted

I faked a smile

I am going to manipulate his brains out

he began nuzzling my neck,

pretending to enjoy this was much worse than being lashed till I bleeded,