𝙏𝙄𝙆𝙏𝙊𝙆 𝘽𝙊𝙔𝙁𝙍𝙄𝙀𝙉𝘿 「 ᵛⁱⁿⁿⁱᵉ ʰᵃᶜᵏᵉʳ」

49. 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣

"Are we done yet? We've made like fifty videos to this sound already." Vinnie groans and plops down on the grass.

Instead of answering I keep my eyes on the tiktok and watch as we both run off into the distance. This was probably one of the cutest trends on tiktok this summer. I turn around finally and look at my boyfriend who is staring at me. I give a grin and he puts his hands up in victory.

"For a moment I thought I was gonna have to break up with you." I sit down next to him and push him down forcefully for the joke.

His back hits the ground and he lets out a oof from the impact. The second he gets up his arms are around me and I'm now straddling his waist. Sometimes I forget that he can lift weights that weigh more than me.

He lays back down, bringing me with him. My head now lays on his chest and I can feel the sun beating on my back and shoulders. I let out a deep calm breath and clothes my eyes as I listen to his heartbeat.

We were often outside a lot recently. If we weren't swimming we were laying down in the grass. Sometimes we would go to the ball park and he'd practice baseball with Reggie and I'd be minding my own business. If we aren't at the ball park we are at the skate park. Thanks to my lack of skating ability I have a pretty bad burn from the concrete when Vinnie attempted to teach me something I'm not going to try again any time soon.

I think times like this moment right now are my favorite. The both of us enjoying the sun. It wasn't too hot today. It felt really nice. This was the what that you would love to take a nap out in.

I could feel myself drifting off to sleep just sitting in the silence between us.

June seems to be going by kind of slow, which I don't mind at all. It was only the middle of June. I know that eventually time will seem to go by fast. I wasn't prepared at all to be leaving around two months from now.

My mind drifted off into thinking how it will feel when I leave. Will all this time I've spent with Vinnie make me feel like I'm missing something when I leave? I've been on plenty of summer vacations, each one I feel sad and I miss the places after leaving. This time, not only will I be leaving a place, but I'll be leaving someone as well. I know I haven't been around that long, but it feels like forever.

I have all this time ahead and I couldn't help but think of leaving all the time. I know I should enjoy this all in the moment, but what if when I leave we have a falling off. We could break up, even though we had just started thinking.

I haven't though of breaking up like I have been recently thanks to social media. I tend to read comments when I post something with us in it. Every time, I couldn't help but read the ones that say we wont last ling or the second I leave we will end up breaking up. I mean, what if it's true?

We definitely aren't that deep into our relationship. Only about a month in really. There's no way I could end up seriously heartbroken if we do break up, right? It'll only be two and a half months or a little more than that since we started dating when I leave. It'll be too soon in the relationship for me to be as hurt as I'm assuming it'll be.

"I kind of want Taco Bell?" My head snaps up quickly to look at Vinnie who had finally spoken since we laid down. My thoughts left just as quickly as it came when I looked at him.

"I'm down."

"Cool."

I start to get up, but I was pulled back down abruptly. I let out a surprised gasp when I'm once again in the position I started in.

"What?" I asked the blonde who was staring at me. He had a small smile on his lips and I felt my heart skip a beat when it widened. God, I love his smile.

"I want a kiss first." I let out a chuckle from his response before moving my head up so I could place my lips on his.

It was a quick peck, but I could still feel the flips in my stomach. I remove my lips from his and bit my bottom lip to contain a smile. Vinnie lifted his head up and he started peppering kisses all over my face before pressing a long and soft kiss in my lips.

"Alright, I'm done. Get up fatty." He laughed, leaning his head back down in the ground.

"So rude." I shake my head before getting up off of him and standing. He follows on after me, and we both go inside so he could grab his keys and telling his mom where we were going.

Reggie overheard and started yelling out an order from Taco Bell and adding a please after Maria got into him from one; demanding and two; yelling across the house.

Vinnie and I head out the front door and if he wasn't already sweet as it is, he opens the passenger door for me and closes it after I'm seated.

I couldn't help but smile at the gesture that I hadn't received from anyone before other than my dad when I was a kid. It was nice knowing my boyfriend can be not only make rude jokes, but chivalrous when he wanted.

I definitely didn't mind the rude jokes. They don't actually affect me and the majority of our relation and friendship was us poking fun at each other.

We did have our really sweet an affectionate moments, but we were definitely more of the best friend couple.

It wasn't long before we reached the drive thru of Taco Bell and I said my order across from him. He offered to say it, but I preferred yelling to the speaker as if they wouldn't be able to hear me talk. Force of habit.

We didn't spend long in the drive thru, thankfully. It was way more packed than I assumed it would be, but they kept it going fast.

We were home just as quick as we left. I handed Reggie his bag while him and Vinnie argued on if Reggie had to Venmo six bucks to him.

We were back outside sitting at the table. Reggie joined us soon after and we all sat around talking and joking. The brothers never failed to have an argument while we were sitting.

I tuned them out instead and walked off to throw away my trash. When I got back they had calmed down and we all decided on going in the pool to cool off a bit.

It still wasn't hot and the day was ending pretty soon.

Today was relaxed for the most part. I never minded spending the day at the house. I think what helped that wes being around people that I enjoy being around.

so, sorry for not updating. i just got home from louisiana last wednesday and now i'm getting ready to pack for college.

anyways i know this is short but i also don't know what to write so yeah. sorry again.