(well it didn't last long did it.. i'm so sorry lol i'll try my best to update as much as often) Jade i watch Niall as he plays with Aria making her squeal and laugh, he's the best dad anyone could ask for and i'm really lucky that he's the dad to my baby i'd be lost without him i really would be. "what's the matter?" Perrie asks making me jump out of my skin "sorry but you look sad" she laughs a little playing with the dangling bits of her costume i just shrug looking at Niall and Aria again "come with me" she says grabbing my hand and leading me out the dressing room we go down the corridor sitting at the very end of it we both sit on the floor facing each other, we used to do this every day of the dna and salute tour so it's nice to do it again "is it something to do with the fact that Aria can't go five minutes without Niall?" she asks me i sigh looking down at the ground playing with the dangling bits on my costume "it's just i feel a little useless and i know it's my own fault but i just wish i had that with her too" i tell her she just nods coming and sitting next to me and wrapping her arms around me "don't blame yourself, and you will get there it's just that Niall never left her side while you were gone, he used to put her in bed with him and stuff that's why there so close" she tells me i just nod putting my head on her shoulder. i'm not sad i really am happy but it just makes me feel bad that i've clearly took myself off one to many times because now i may not have that connection with her Niall "i just wish i had that with her too" Jade says finishing her sentence i chew my lip walking away, i was going to see what was wrong but i have to say it's annoyed me a little "wow lad what's the matter?" Louis stops me i just shake my head as he takes Aria off me "come in here" he says pushing the door to go into our dressing room i sit down on the side trying not to make it too obvious of how pissed off i actually am. "what's happened?" Liam asks i look up him and Louis leaning against the wall facing me both of their arms crossed i just shrug looking at anything but them "Niall your pissed, why?" Louis asks i groan running my hand through my hair, i look down at Aria sitting in Harry's arms and babbling away to him making all the cutest little noises. "it's just" i mutter keeping my eyes on her and Harry "Jade was complaining to Perrie about how close me and Aria are" i start all of them nodding at me "and it annoyed me because she's saying this even though it was her who left and hurt us" i mutter my voice cracking at the end and i can't help but let a few tears out. it's not that i don't feel bad for her but i somehow feel bad for how close i am to Aria bc Jade doesn't have that but at the same time it is her fault. all of them sighing and Louis and Liam coming to my side "i mean i proposed a week ago, and now i just get the feeling that she's gonna leave again" i tell them they both just nod both of them rubbing my back "well to be fair your bound to" Louis shrugs Liams eyes widening as he says it "well come on Liam, i love Jade but how's he not supposed to be anxious wether she's just gonna up and leave again?" Louis asks him Liam just sighs "she isn't going to though" Harry says coming and standing in front of me Aria flashing a big smile at me "if she feels crap because she's not close to the baby, then all she's going to want to do is try and get close to her and if she knows that it's her fault she ain't going anywhere" Harry shrugs Aria squealing at the end of his sentence making me laugh slightly but that's when it makes me think. "you know it's okay it's fine i understand she's gonna be upset about it, i do i just i wish she'd come and tell me" i tell them they all just nod at me in agreement. instead of feeling bad i'm just going to help her try and find ways to help her and Aria become close. "no matter how frustrating it is i'll just do something about it" littlemixofficial
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