𝗣𝗼𝗲𝘁 𝗠𝗲 𝗔 𝗣𝗼𝗲𝗺

yunque

i let myself fall into a cascade of pure bliss

the current bringing me euphoria

to each diving day

and seeking utopia at the end of the fall

yet somehow never landing

getting stuck on this endless fall

somehow i never wanted it to end

but wondered when i would seep into the water below

when i least suspected it

i fall without warning

into a cold, dark river

one deprived of life

and id soon learn why

the river wasn't magical

or somehow ate everything in it's depths

but held uncertainty no one was willing to partake in

sooner or later the cascade of happiness came to an end

and surprisingly no one was comfortable with it

because we refuted change

keeping ourselves the same

and leading our own path

so i broke through my fears

and swam above the surface

despite my every instinct telling me not to

the serenity in the air filled my lungs

even with this sense of not knowing what was next

knowing freedom

having a taste of it's future happiness

i could never let that feeling go

uncertainty was filled with fear

pure anxiety, madness—

and somehow it brought me joy to live in reality again