A win, for the first time

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The set of cards has been good to me.
It's odd,
I don't know how play,
yet the plays have won me all these chips.

My trust on the board is lacking,
but on these cards I bet all my loyalty.

What I thought would be another loss,
has been a constant win for the past few days.
My heart races,
and the spectators are betting on the ponies.

They all win.

The racing never stops:
be it fear,
excitement,
or pure bliss—
And fuck do I love it.

It's ecstasy at it's finest.
The rush never ends,
and the adrenaline never runs out.

Every competitor has lost all their chips—
I've won.

What I thought would be another loss,
for the millionth time,
has gotten me a fortune I'm not willing to give up.

Exiting the casino for what I know will be the last time for a while,
I carry with me the best prize this hellish place has to offer.

I won't give it up—
I won't give you up.

Because for the first time ever,
I feel like a true winner,
who's deserving of this trophy.

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