i had just opened the box to the puzzle ,
the pieces scattered all over the table ,
starting by the corners ,
setting the puzzle's unknown image .
i struggled to fit certain pieces ;
what were they doing there ?
they don't fit in the jigsaw ;
a bunch of the things that i want to include into this image
just don't fit .
it became a mess .
the table was covered in puzzle pieces ,
pieces that i didn't know if they'd fit in ,
the picture wasn't so clear ,
but there came along your piece ,
and i tried to fit you in .
grabbing pieces and moving them around ,
moving them to the other side of the table ,
just so you could fit in —
forced you in .
the image just wasn't there ,
and it became disturbing ,
unsettling my mind into a wiring chaos .
i took a step back and started all over with the puzzle ,
i rearranged the pieces so that i would be content ,
so that image could be much clearer ,
yet your piece stuck out .
a deep, red color ,
in a sky blue background —
it was tormenting .
and if i could just grab onto your piece and let it go ,
should i waste the rest of our time together ,
or let what we have spent together go to waste ?
BINABASA MO ANG
𝗣𝗼𝗲𝘁 𝗠𝗲 𝗔 𝗣𝗼𝗲𝗺
Poetrya collection of letters, poems, and short stories from deep within, a little addiction with it too; welcome to the emotions of the awkward teenage time we all once had.