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s e v e n t y - o n e

j u n g k o o k ;

four days.

i haven't gotten any sleep last night. thoughts of eru leaving terrified me.

i'm so lost right now.

taehyung told me he was sorry.
maybe, he said, he wasn't the guy eru's in love with anymore.

clover talked to me and told me how scared she is. she started sobbing and i comforted her.

we're all scared.
all of us are.

that night, after making her drink the potion, i looked at eru and held her hand, because that was all i could do.
i gently kissed her fingers.
i'll definitely miss these.

i moved a little closer towards her and removed the mask again and stared at her pale lips.

i remember how soft and warm it looked back when i kissed her. back when everything was still okay.

i noticed the white in her hair almost reached the tip. i looked back at her lips.

gently, i leaned in and gave her a soft kiss.
i moved away and put the mask back on.
“i miss you so much, eru.”

i don't expect anything magical that will happen to her; i know i'm not the one she loves, after all.

i gave her a kiss on the forehead one last time because i know i won't be able to do it again.