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my fever's finally gone and i can finally go to school again.

the problem is that my chest keeps hurting and it's really hard for me to breathe.

i get tired easily as well.

clover kept glancing at me, checking if i'm okay. i told her i'm fine and that she doesn't have to worry.

but i can't say the same thing to taehyung.

he's so worried about me that my guilt doubled its weight on my chest.

all i want is tell taehyung everything and that i'm sorry. i can't prolong this ache in my chest anymore. taehyung deserves all the love in the world. i thought i am the one who can give that but turns out i don't, after all.

i need to talk to jungkook. maybe for the last time. i can't force him to tell me what's wrong or what i did wrong to him but maybe, i can talk to him just to tell him that i'm genuinely sorry that i dragged him into this hell.

it's currently lunchbreak and i decided to write one last note to jungkook.
i carefully wrote on a sticky note and stuck it on his locker.



need to tell you something one last time.
after classes by the locker.
—shiba

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