What's life without pain
He keeps hitting me, he dragged my hair and threw me down the stairs. I couldn't move,I can't believe the guy doing this to me was the same guy I loved,I took the gun I hid under my shirt and shot him.
Baby.... He says, his deep raspy voice making delight shiver down my spine. He stood so close to me. His lips just a breath away from mine. His eyebrows creased in concentration,his stormy eyes into mine as if gazing at my soul, he was leaning in, bringing his lips closer to mine, his hands massaging my breasts, just before he could lean in.......
Beep....beep my alarm rang, I hate my alarm clock right now I feel like turning into hawk and smashing it. It took me a while to open my eyes and a longer time to get up from bed. I always have this amazingly weird sex dreams but GOD knows I'm a virgin,I haven't even kissed a guy before talk less of Taking a guy home, well apart from my bestie. My dad actually sat me down to ask me if I'm lesbian, God knows I'm straight . That was the most embarrassing moment of my life.
I turned the shower on and started washing my hair I closed my eyes and was remembering the dream,I'm so wet. Finally finished bathing. Started doing my hair and picked a really comfortable clothes for today. I put on Netflix and started watching Sex education,I love this movie.By the time I checked the time it's already 5 and I have finished season 1. I started listening to xxxtentacion moonlight and sad I love these song, it keeps all my nightmares away,it keeps all memories in the past, things that hunt me everyday.
I got a text from my best friend
Jay: boo what you doing
Me: dreaming about boys
Jay:let me guess you had a hot sex dream again
Me:how did you know
Jay:baby I'm your bestie 😍 and for a virgin you have a spoilt mind
Me: awww really....I learnt from your gay ass😁😁
Jay:💦💦💦 your welcome baby
Me:🍆🍆
Jay:🤤🤤
Me: I wish you where straight 😭😭 you will be my perfect boyfriend
Jay:girl you sick, go get yourself a boo
Jay:I love you 🤤🤤🤤
Me: love you too❤️❤️😋
Me:don't forget to come early Tomorrow I'm still learning to cook don't want to burn the house down again 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Jay:girl you better Don't enter that kitchen
Me: thanks mum
Jay: your welcome my only daughter 🙂🙂
Me:ewwwww
My best friend is such a weirdo...no one thinks like him. He is really fun and stupid sometimes but I love him. Today was so boring, I can't wait for school. So I changed into my night gown I could swear I felt someone watching me, maybe I'm over thinking so I decided to just fall asleep.
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