Encountering Min Yoongi (Wattys 2020)

Encounter 3

Konting tiis nalang guysz, makikilala na natin si Yoongi! Kapit lang!

R E N

[dear john-taylor swift]

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps,
Praying the floor won't fall through, again

I started singing and plucking my color pink guitar. I'm still at the hotel dinala lang ito ng ate ko kasama ang iba kong damit. she really know me well, alam n'yang guusto kong mapag-isa kapag nalulungkot ako and I really appreciate the space they've given to me.

alam narin ng mga magulang ko, at tulad ng inaasahan ko galit na galit sila. but at the end, they still care for me and ask if I was okay to be alone, and I said yes.

gusto pa ngang habulin ng itak ni papa yung hayup na angelo na iyon, pero kinausap ko s'ya na wag ng gawin iyon.

Wala naring rason.

nakaupo lang ako sa kama habang tumutugtog pero ang mga luha ko, nagsisimula na namang tumulo.

My mother accused me of losing my mind, But I swore I was fine,

how ironic to remember when I introduced Angelo to my family and how mad they are because they knew he's a playboy. I tried my best for them to realize that they are wrong and prove how we love each other.

kahit na nasabihan na ako ni mama na nababaliw na ako.

I never listen. and now they are right.

and I wish that I heard them once before, that I should listen.

you paint me a blue sky

And go back and turn it to rain

And I lived in your chess game,

But you changed the rules every day
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone
Tonight, well I stopped picking up, and this song is to let you know why

hindi naman ako magaling kumanta pero wala akong pake kahit pumipiyok-piyok pa ako ngayon at kahit ngongo na ako kumanta dahil sa barado kong ilong. I felt another tears streaming down my cheeks.

halos hindi ako nakatulog buong magdamag sa kakaiyak dahil sa nangyari, actually ilang araw na akong walang sapat na tulog at sapat na kain. ofcourse! nasaktan ako sobra to the point na gusto ko silang gantihang dalawa.

I want to hurt them, I want angelo to kneel down on my feet and ask for my forgiveness.

I want them to regret what they did to me.

But revenge won't change anything.

napatigil ako sa pagkanta dahil nanlalabo na ang aking pangin dahil sa mga luha ko.

"tama na Ren please, w-wag ka ng umiyak okay?" pagpapalakas ko ng loob ko pero hindi ito nakatulong dahil mas lalo akong naiiyak,

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress, cried the whole way home, I should've known

pagpapatuloy ko sa pagkanta kahit puro pagpiyok nalang ang nangyayari sa pagkanta ko. napatigil akong muli nang marinig kong may kumatok sa aking pintuan, ayoko sanang buksan dahil siguradong ang pangit ng itsura ko ngayon, kaya lang may balak atang sirain ang pintuan ko.

"oh my goodness! ang baho mo!" bungad sa akin ni Medz pagkabukas ko ng pintuan. hindi ako nakapagreact agad dahil hindi ko alam kung paano nila nalaman kung nasaan ako at nahihiya ako sa kanila.