There are themes of depression and self-harm. This is a warning.
Breathing
the feeling of air filling my lungs
Burning my throat as I gasp for the one thing that hurt me the most
Suffocating on sobs
Silent cries that I hope someone will hear
But I know I can't let them out
I can't cry for help
I can't as them for something so selfish
I can't make them think that I'm worth something
I can't make them think they have to take care of me
I don't want their pity
I don't want their lies
Silent stuttering as I'm all alone
Reminded of the things that I can't have
Reminded of the one thing that I can't bear
I shouldn't be here
They all don't care
Tears stream down my face from all the torment I receive
From being the thing people despise
Cries that were never heard
Begging for someone to come for me
Begging for someone to save me
Someone who can end this
All the suffering
All the nights that I have been like this
All the times I have to feel like this
Screams are bursting out of me
But only silence is heard
All the thoughts in my head becoming so loud
Almost becoming too much to bear
They never come for me
They never listen
They leave me alone in my self caused misery
They leave me with the person I am most afraid of
Myself
The person who has caused me the most pain
The person I have to be around all the time
The person who everyone resents
The only person I can think of that I hate more than anything
They never come
Water surrounding me
It fills up my lungs
Lost at sea
No one coming in a rescue boat to rescue me
No one sent someone to come and find me
No one came to pull me out of this dark hole
The cold bitter darkness that surrounds me
The pain of my lungs without air
The burning in my throat from trying to hold on
Blood red water surrounding me
It's the only thing I can see
It clouds my vision
It's become so hard to breathe
Ready to let go of the life I hung onto
Tired of fighting
Sick of all the crying
Exhausted from all the lying
Leaving me alone caused me to leave you too
Now you will never see life in me again
You only get to see my corpse cold and dead
-Sorry for not updating in this for what seems like forever... Also sorry for the angst... Thanks for reading!-
-ShuichiOuma010-
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