Act witty
Act slutty
Act tough
Smile
Laugh
Hide what's going on
inside.....
It's all just a mask
That we all wear
Posers is what we are
And liars
And attention whores
Each of us has our own little worlds
That we hide just to fit in with the crowd
My world you ask
Depression, anxiety, official diagnosis... borderline personality disorder
Though everyday I try and fight it back
Just so that way I can give false hope to others
I am a poser
I try so hard
Though I can't help but be the way I am
Dark, evil, and feeling so alone
It's not like it matters
Nothing does in the end
We are all going to die
All we are simply walking clocks
Each different
Each with an end
Cutting and suicide have willing victims
And I am one of them
I can't accept the future
So make the best of your fake world
It will crumble one day
And when it does reality will slap you in the face
Though you have to get up
Others have chose the way I look upon with fondness
It gave eternal slumber and peace
At least that I portray
Its what all the posers portray it to be
So fake the smile
Make the decision to be you
Or not
Cause
We all hide the scars that are left by our decisions
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Poetry of the Disturbed
PoetryTeenage Anxiety... Teenage Depression... But what happens when its a male... What happens he can't admit it... Because of his gender... The worst thing of it all... He's diagnosed with Schizoeffective disorder... The feelings are just...