I hate this
I hate my body
I hate myself
I should love myself
It's hopeless
It's all hopeless
Isn't it
I'm awful
I'm strange
I'm different
Odd
Changed
Bruised
Hated
Loved
My family tries to help
But they just can't
No one can help it
It's a personal battle
Each day just brings sorrow to me
No matter how much I try
It just doesn't work
I'm sorry to all of my readers
It seems like I'm just a whiny teen
Who just doesn't appreciate
What he has
But this is defining me
Isn't it?
Can you not see it in my eyes?
I don't like this
I don't like me
I am what I am
I will always be the same person
Delusional
Fun
Different
Ugly
Bold
Creative
Heartbroken
All describe me
They portray what I've lost
And what I've forgotten
These simple words
sting...
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Poetry of the Disturbed
PoetryTeenage Anxiety... Teenage Depression... But what happens when its a male... What happens he can't admit it... Because of his gender... The worst thing of it all... He's diagnosed with Schizoeffective disorder... The feelings are just...