Stop hindering my voice...
You contradict my every word
You take me away...
To places I don't want to go...
I'm a shut-in can't you see....
I'm not meant to have a place in this world...
I love you all...
But please let me be in the cold loving embrace
That is my mind...
I'm happy alone can't you see
It hurts me quite a bit actually....
But seeing other people happy without me...
Makes me smile to see them happy...
Yet I blame myself with their grief...
And if I'm wrong....
Who knows....
Maybe my silent wish will be granted...
To feel the darkness shroud itself around me
As I breathe my last breath....
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Poetry of the Disturbed
PoetryTeenage Anxiety... Teenage Depression... But what happens when its a male... What happens he can't admit it... Because of his gender... The worst thing of it all... He's diagnosed with Schizoeffective disorder... The feelings are just...