Why did this
How did this
When did this
What made this happen
What made this fear come back
Why do I want this piece of metal
When did my urge come back to me
How do I make this stop
Its a war can't you see
I don't want to have this battle
I don't need this battle
Why is this a battle
How do I prevent this
Why should I start
Why should I stop...
If I fight my endless war
I become tired
I lose sight
I hate this
I hate that the blade holds my life
I hate that each day
Is a war filled with anxiety
A war filled with hate
A war filled with fear
And a war filled with the threat of death
I hate my life being a constant battle
I envy you all
Who don't know what it's like
To wake up every morning
Wishing for the pain to stop
BINABASA MO ANG
Poetry of the Disturbed
PoetryTeenage Anxiety... Teenage Depression... But what happens when its a male... What happens he can't admit it... Because of his gender... The worst thing of it all... He's diagnosed with Schizoeffective disorder... The feelings are just...
