Back Again

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This battle is always far from over

My mind is a constant war zone

Between overcoming the challenges faced before me...

Or allowing these awful feelings destroy me

My heart can't tell me where to go

My mind is fuzzy and scared from the shock

My body screams for the grave

With the longing for death in my bones

My soul screams that I need to keep going

But....

I am so tired

I just want to give up

I know I'm not alone

I know that I can be stronger then this

But...

All I can think about is...

What if I'm better off....

Being dead...

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