Insomnia...
Just laying there
Wanting and wishing
Waiting to die
By my own hand
The reasons are many
Depression
Stress
Anxiety
All powerful
All pervading
All terrifying
You may ask why
You may ask how
But it doesn't matter
Laying there
Just waiting for something to happen
Trying to hold on to what's left
Just grasping
Too scared to scream for help
But too weak to save yourself
This is the labryinth
This is hell on Earth
This is my mind
I hate it
But where would I be without it
Life and living it feels like the worst idea possible
It's cold
It's depressing
This life is mine though
That's the thing that scares me
It would better to die
But I'm so tired
That's what I want the most is just sleep
Peaceful sleep...
Goodbye world
Just let me escape to my own world of dreams
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Poetry of the Disturbed
PoesiaTeenage Anxiety... Teenage Depression... But what happens when its a male... What happens he can't admit it... Because of his gender... The worst thing of it all... He's diagnosed with Schizoeffective disorder... The feelings are just...
