Love
What a funny word....
They say if you love something let it go
But what happens when you can't
I may talk big
I may say I dont care
But I do....
Honestly I do care....
Leave me alone
Because I'm hurting on the inside
This is real
All my thoughts all my pain is real
I'm crying but I dont shed a tear
Almost all the ones I loved have left
Those that stay I'm afraid will leave
This is my love
It's not a garden of eden
It's a desolate wasteland with a tiny oasis
I don't want to fight anymore
Why is life such a battle....
You don't have the answer
And neither do I...
Nobody has the fucking answer
Why are we meant to endure this pain
Love is a black rose with sharp thorns
It stings
That's all I can say about Love
Many people will mistake it for infatuation....
Though I won't
I know the difference
When your heart swells
When your heart actually cringes with pain then you know what love is
It hurts
Oh god it hurts
But we will make it through
One way or another....
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Poetry of the Disturbed
PoetryTeenage Anxiety... Teenage Depression... But what happens when its a male... What happens he can't admit it... Because of his gender... The worst thing of it all... He's diagnosed with Schizoeffective disorder... The feelings are just...