Players always play

Netflix and chill

Kylies POV
Waking up this morning my room was a mess, the bed sheets were a mess and my blanket on the floor. Michael stirred beside me, Goodmorning beautiful he said how are you feeling he said concerned I'm alright a little sore but good my headache though needs something to take I said getting up and heading to the bathroom. Ibuprofen 800 sounds like a plan I took it with water and Michael came in and started a bath. He grabbed my hand when I went to leave we're taking one together he says it'll help he adds. Okay let me just tie my hair up I said before getting in the bath after him. It was nice and warm and Michael kept his right hand on my abdomen and his left hanging on the bathtub.
I started dozing off and couldn't help but be happy about I finally did it.

Michaels POV
I can't believe Kylie and I actually had sex last night even after whatever I did sent her in a spiral but we did and it was the most amazing night of my life. She was so confident and not a worry line ever crossed her forehead but I fear that alcohol is the only way she can. Alcohol is going to destroy her liver. Although she won't tell me what I did that made her spiral I'm pretty sure me saying she's tight brought her back to one of her rapes. My girlfriend doesn't deserve all this trauma, no one does. Derek told me that Kylie almost ended it all yesterday and I felt awful that I wasn't there.
Looking down I noticed Kylie is dozing off to sleep. I took the stopper out the drain with my toe and lifting Kylie up, she stirred but I told her I'm going to put her to bed. I laid her on her bed but she woke up and wanted to get dressed herself. She was very independent. Do you wanna do something today I asked Not really but I think you should hang out with your mom and sister again we're on winter break and maybe come back later and we'll Netflix and chill she said
Are you pushing me away I said No no I just don't want to steal you from your family she says kissing me on the cheek okay baby text me if you need anything I said kissing her goodbye and leaving to my house.

Kylies POV
After Michael left I decided to head to Dereks. I road my bike and got there really quick. Derek opened the door and groaned you're here early the sun is up he said and you're very hungover I said Hey you're happy he said smiling you feel better what happened after you went home with Michael he asked as I stepped into the living room. I had sex I said plopping onto his couch
He looked at me like I was crazy you did ? Did you, are you okay he asked Yeah at first I got a panic attack but then I drank and all I wanted was to push past it and Derek it is crazy I said giggling You did it drunk he says Well not drunk I was sober enough to know what we were doing just intoxicated enough to make the leap to do it I said I'm kind of running on a lot of adrenaline right now my heart is beating so fast I added
            Were you ready for that he asks Yeah I mean this was a way to move forward I say now thinking about it my emotions are more all over I add Can we take a walk? I ask Yeah he says
      So we walked and it felt so good to walk around with Derek. What are you thinking he asked me I wanna get better, I started, I just every time I think of a way of doing it I just push myself closer to a break down I say
He wrapped an arm around me and embraced me in a hug maybe you shouldn't be with Mike he says lowly What I said backing out of the hug looking up at him
        I just I see you and you take good two steps forward and then a huge leap backwards emotionally and I don't know if Michael can be there for you Ky if I'm being honest he said Why are you saying this I said getting angry Well I'm just saying he says cowering. I walked back to my car this time and decided to take off. I went back home and received a text of another party tonight this time at a lounge. I ignored it and dressed into my comfy clothes and headed to the movie room with a wax pen and vodka bottle. Michael got me the wax pen after the incident with smoking with Luke and it's such a convience.
       I got another text this one from Michael, "Could you use some company ? Xoxo" I answered "From you? Of course! Door is unlocked"
        With that sent he replied shortly saying he was on his way I was watching Friends and I was laughing hysterically let's just say I forget it's  a wax pen and hit it too much.
Knock knock said a voice, Michael Ahh friends were watching I love it he says getting under the covers with me. He posted a Snapchat of TV and us holding hands captioned 'Netflix and Chillin wit Bae'. I missed you he says kissing my temple, I missed you too I said back