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Kylies POV
   Although I was drunk I felt like I had courage to do things I've never wanted to try. Can we try ? I asked Michael, Try ? He looked at me wary and a confused expression on his face. You know I said wiggling my eyebrows Oh baby no we don't have to and you're drunk he says giving me a stern look But I'm sober enough to tell you I want this I say
    We make it to my bedroom and I sit down on my bed as he goes through my draws I assume trying to find me something to wear. I can dress myself I say getting up and pulling off my party outfit and slipping into a big T-shirt I had on my bed. Well you sure do look beautiful in my shirt he says a hint of lust peaking in his eyes. He took off his clothes only left in his boxers and climbed into bed bringing me up to the pillows snuggling me against him.
Please Michael I said slow I added Alright he says I'm going to touch you he says I looked at him confused touch? I asked what the hell does touch mean we're touching right now I thought

     No touch as in I will pleasure you and you will tell me to stop if you need me to stop he says his fingers trailed along my stomach leading up to my boobs where he snuck in his hand and circled my nipple. He pinched it lightly making it hard and he proceeded to do the same to the other I felt warm and tingly this is my first time being touched in a pleasuring manner. One hand stay on my left boob while his other trickled down to my private. He went up and down my slit toying with it making it wet. Then he sneaked two fingers in one made its way to my clit the other to my opening. Although wet his finger did have to push its way through. It felt amazing and I moaned in appreciation. I felt a pit in my stomach build and I wanted more, he slipped in another finger and I came undone, I orgasmed. He stopped, are you okay? Do you want me to continue we can stop he said I wanna keep going I said Good because baby you taste delicious he said smirking I wanna go all the way I said

      He looked wary but didn't push the topic. He got up and went to his pants pulled out his wallet and in it was a condom. He put it on and made his to me I pulled off my underwear completely and right when he was at my entrance he asked Are you sure ? And I nodded yes not knowing if my voice could support my answer because his penis was huge. It might break me I thought. He slowly entered and it felt like a fist was trying to come through, he felt the resistance and started playing with my clit to moist me up. Oh baby he groaned We got a slow pace going and enjoyment was starting to build. You're so tight he said I froze
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My dad forced his way in between my legs and craned it in there. You're so tight like your mother you bad girl he said Please stop I cried but he wouldn't not until he was finished
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Please stop I said tears building up in my eyes Michael stopped and I felt like I was once again the little girl forced by her father. I'm sorry I said getting up and running to the bathroom. I locked the door and sat on the floor and cried.
Baby please let me in I heard him say I'm sorry he adds I shouldn't have pushed you please let me in
But I didn't I turned on the shower to the hottest temperature my skin could handle and jumped in, I did this after he raped me I scrubbed and scrubbed. I'm dirty I thought I'm tainted. Somethings wrong with me. I sat at the bottom of the shower and just let the water hit me. I heard the door open he must've unlocked it with a penny, stupid lock. The shower door slid open and he went to touch me but flinched from how hot the water was. Kylie you're going to burn yourself he says and turned off the water. He scooped me out and wrapped me in a towel and placed me on my bed.
     What did I do he asked worried I just was put back to that place I say I'm so sorry he says Stop apologizing it's not your fault, it's mine I said I got up and got dressed my hair soaking up my tshirt, I headed downstairs to the kitchen. Michael followed behind but stayed at a distance. He was scared of me I thought to myself. I went to the fridge and opened the vodka bottle he went to grab it from me but I turned the other way. Just let me be I said my anger was rising. You're not doing this, you can't not with me you drank enough tonight he says his own anger present.
     He grabbed the bottle and dropped it in the sink when I went to grab it he grabbed me and placed me on the counter and I grabbed him and kissed him hard pushing off the thoughts of my dad and Luke and just wanting to enjoy my boyfriend for once. The kiss deepened and my legs wrapped around his waist. I pulled down his boxers and took out his penis and started stroking it. He groaned against my lips and glided my underwear off. My legs widened for him to enter and this time his entrance was a little easier. It was hot and mixed with anger and desire for this deeper love. We both came undone and I spoke up thank you, he kissed me and carried me to my bedroom. Let's just say that wasn't our only round tonight.