Anemone. || Taennie

My Moon

Ah, isn't this perfect?

Hot chocolate, a cold December night, and a wooden porch.

It's been a day since I've cut the red string between me and Kim Taehyung.

Although, I began to wonder.

What made this red string so special?

It's a string. Fragile and thin.

It can so easily be cut, severed, or broken apart.

Then again, what made it so special?

A string that connects people destined?

If Kim Taehyung and I were never destined, why would we have met?

"Hello Cheongugi." I greeted the tiny cat.

It could only respond with a small meow.

I smiled at the feline creature.

"You know, Cheongug-ah, sometimes I wish I was you."

"That way, when I'm a cat, I wouldn't have to worry about foolish first loves."

I began to cry again.

Just why? Why did we have to meet? If destiny had planned us to be together, why would we have this ending? Then again, is destiny even real? But if we control our own fate...

Was it my choice to meet him?

No, no... Of course not.

The snowy season was fast approaching.

Suddenly I didn't mind shivering or being left alone in the cold. I have been numb to it.

And it hurts.

I'd much rather be hurt than to feel nothing alone.

*Sigh* The moon looks beautiful, tonight, right?

I wonder if you can see her beauty from the other side.

I wonder if you feel the same too.

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She's so beautiful.

The moon looks beautiful tonight.

They remind me of your eyes.

Twinkling in the darkness.

My only light and strength.

I'd be the stars, just all around you admiring your beauty.

I'm happy the moon showed up tonight.

They're my only reminder of you.

Turning back to my bedroom... It just feels all too wrong.

As I watch her sleep peacefully in my bed, I can't help but wonder...

Was this all worth the sacrifice?

The desicion of losing the prettiest pair of eyes?

The desicion of losing the softest, pinkest lips?

The desicion of losing the most beautiful angel I've ever seen?

The desicion of losing the most beautiful heart?

Was it all worth it? Losing her? To have...

Nothing at all.

I gave up everything.
And now I'm left with nothing.

I run back to the balcony.

And that's when I've realized.