Dating Frost Fajardo | Fin

Chapter 37

#DFF

We went back to the philippines. Si Frost na mismo ang nagsabing bumalik na kami. We don't talk too much. Mga natural at usual na talk lang. Halimbawa, gutom ka na ba. Kumain ka na. Like that. It was too frustrating! My god! Ganito na lang ba kami?

We decided to part ways when we arrived on the airport. I bid my goodbye but he didn't response. He just turn his back.

Para sa akin? Nag-aadjust pa siya sa mga nangyari. Maybe we can't fix everything, what is done is done. Maybe we should start again. A new start.

Hinanap ko siya sa lahat ng lugar na pwedeng mag-stay siya. But he's nowhere to be found. Literally. Walang anino ni Frost.

Hindi ko matanggal sa isip ko na baka na kay Keira siya. I know... he's hurt knowing his child die... dahil lang sa baliw na si Keira. I really pitty the baby.

Maybe that's life... mahirap ng ibalik lahat ng mayroon kayo sa dati. Our everything is ruin...

I was busy playing with Zyrienne when my maid interrupt me. "What?" parang natakot. Damn. Masiyado ba akong masungit? Well...

"May bisit---"

"Pakisabi wait lang ha?" she quickly went out of the room. I rolled my eyes.

Kinarga ko si baby Zy then go downstairs. Ano kayang sasabihin ni Frost once he saw our daughter?

"Fro---st?" I was schocked. What? Hindi ako makapaniwala na nandito siya? I know. We're not okay.

"Is she's Zyrienne? I nodded my head. Hinayaan ko siyang hawakan at kargahin si Zyrienne. Why not? He's the father anyway.

Damn. He was smiling. Frost is smiling. Parang siya lang yata ang kayang magpatibok ng puso ko abnormally... no one can do that. He's the only one.

The effect of Frost wasn't change. It was still the same. He can make my knees get into jelly. He can make my heart beats abnormally.

He looked at me. Still smiling... Darn, I can't deny the fact that I love him, so much. Siya lang talaga ang minahal ko ng ganito.

"She looks like you," urgh. Hindi ko naiwasang mag-blush. My god! May anak na kami pero hindi ko pa rin ma-iwasang kiligin.

Why not? After all. He's Frost Fajardo, by the way.

Zyrienne is smiling. Never na nginitian ako ng sarili kong anak. Paano pa kaya kapag lumaki na 'yan? I mean... I can sense that she's my carbon copy. Lalo na sa pag-uugali.

Baka siya pa ang magpasakit ng ulo ko. Damn! Ayoko. Masakit na sa ulo iyong isang Zendrea Monteferrer. What more may kopya pa ako? I can't imagine myself. Dang.

I let Frost. Hinayaan ko siyang makipag bonding kay Zy. Ilang buwan din iyon. Hindi niya nasubaybayan si Zy.

The next days. Regular siyang dumadalaw kay Zy. Ako? I was happy. Medyo nag-uusap na ulit kami pero puro naman about kay Zy. What should I expect? Hindi naman kami ayos na dalawa. Hindi ko nga alam kung ano kami ngayon, e.

Gusto kong tanungin kung ano pa ba kami... tinapos ko na lahat ng mayroon kami last time. So alam ko... hindi na kami iyong katulad ng dati. I want us to be back together...

"Zendrea."

"Zendrea,"

I get back on my senses when he poke my cheeks.

"Ah, sorry? Ano ba iyon?" damn. Napapatulala kasi ako sa kaniya. Kanina ko pa siya tinitigan hanggang sa mawala na ako sa wisyo.

"Sunduin kita mamaya."

Naguluhan ako. Ayokong mag-assume ha! Pero 'di ko maiwasan! Teka? What was the meaning of this? Oh my god! Don't tell me?!

"See you later, queen." and I was like? Fuck! Oh my fucking Frost! Did he call me queen? Damn! Halos manlambot ang tuhod ko.

Ewan ko pero tangina! Nagsisigaw ako sa tuwa. Kinikilig ako na ewan. My god! My Frost, he was back! He was really back. Nafi-feel ko.

I didn't know how long I stayed in my bathroom. I make sure na mabango ako. Natagalan din ako sa pagpili ng susuotin kong damit.

"Kelly!" I call Kelly. Magaling siya dito, e. I can't choose, e. Natataranta na excited ako. Damn! What was happening to me? God!

"Damn, Zendrea! Low down your voice,"

I rolled my eyes. "Go here! I really need you, now!"

"Wait? May emergency ba? Nabagok ka ba? Nalaglag ba ovary mo?"

"Gaga! In five minutes you should be here, times ticking honey."

"What?! You've gotta be kidding me! Your house is 30 minutes away from my hou---" I ended the call. Tinakot ko lang naman siya para wala na siyang dahilan.

Kelly's house is well... was really far from my house. It depends pa kung traffic sa dadaanan niyang route.

"My gosh! You'll be the death of me, Monteferrer!" she exclaimed. Okay, I don't care.

Hinatak ko siya papunta sa kwarto ko. I waited her for almost a half hour kaya wala siyang karapatang magreklamo. I should be the one kaya.

She sat on the edge of my bed. "So? Ano ba talaga ang reason bakit mo 'ko pinapunta dito?"

"Okay, hindi sa nag-aasume ako na may date kami ni Frost! Pero god! It sounds like we almost have a date later, my gosh! He even call me queen again!" pinaupo ako ni Kelly.

"Kalma, Zen. Nanay ka na't lahat kinikilig ka pa rin kay Frost? Grabe," I rolled my eyes. Sino bang hindi? You wouldn't know the feeling not until you fell for a Fajardo! Fajardo is a Fajardo!

Hindi ko maiwasang kiligin. "Alam mo? Nakakatawa kang tignan. Feeling teenager!" I just shook my head. I don't care.

"Go now, pilian mo na ako ng masu-suot, Avery." she rolled her eyes and went to my walk in closet.

Inabot kami't lahat ng kalahating oras ipapasout niya lang sa akin. Simpleng white dress na hanggang tuhod lang.

"I freaking look like a teenager na makikipag-date sa boyfriend niya,"
"Gaga! Mukha ka pa naman talagang teenager! Mukha ka ngang walang anak noh!" inggit lang siya.

"You have choose at least a long gown or a formal clothes for me, Avery." I commented.

"Zendrea? Lukaret ka ba? Paano kapag 'di pala date ang ganap mamaya? Edi pahiya ka lang kay Frost?" well. She has a point.

"Fine! Thank you! May gagawin ka ba?" she shook her head.

"Supposed to be matutulog? Pero since you disturb me? Makikipaglaro na lang ako kay Zyrienne,"

"Good idea, Avery."

She went to Zy's room. She played with Zy. I bid my goodbye to her and went down to stairs.

"Zendrea," damn! Nawala ako sa balance ko. Ang gwapo ni Frost! Naka V-neck gray shirt siya pares sa black fitted pants. My god! Mukha lang kaming dalawang teenager.

"Careful," ang bilis-bilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Nababaliw na yata. Oh well, matagal naman ng baliw ang puso ko kay Frost.

"Shall we go?" I nodded my head. I feel his hand. God! Hinawakan niya iyong kamay ko.

Darn, Frost! This is really torture!

I was about to close the door of his car when he whispered something. "You're so beautiful, queen." and damn! My heart goes wild. Where's the justice? Bakit ganito? Frost makes my heart crazier for him. Fajardo done something on me...

Well... he make me fall damn much. That would be the answer. Baliw na baliw ako kay Frost...