Dating Frost Fajardo | Fin

Chapter 15

#DFF15

I was waiting for Troy,nearby his condo. I don't know,hindi ko alam ang pumasok sa utak ko at sinusunod ko na si Frost,it is because I'm too inlove to that guy? Or ito lang din ang gusto kong mangyari. Yes,because I'm lying and cheating behind his back. That is so wrong. Sobra na yata ang ginagawa ko kay,Troy.

I check my wrist watch,he's already 10 minutes late. Gosh! Nasaan na ba siya?

Couple of minutes,my phone beeps. And I recieved a message from Troy. Urgh!

Baby,I can't go there. Dito nalang tayo magkita sa unit ko. Sorry baby.

I get annoyed when I read his damn message! Bwisit! Ano na namang arte ng lalaking 'to at hindi makakapunta. Urgh! Asar na asar akong umalis ng coffee shop! And I drove myself,way to Troy's condo.

I dial his number. Answer it,Troy! Baka makalbo kita kapag hindi mo 'yan sinagot. But he's not answering. Kaya mabilis nalang akong naglakad papunta sa floor kung nasaan ang unit niya.

I was about to press the buzz button but I remember. I knew his passkey,so nakapasok na ako.

And the moment I enter his unit? Guilt eat me,'yung konsensya ko,parang binabaon na ako ng buhay.

Troy,was holding a banner,saying happy anniversary and he's smiling. He's so happy. I roam my eyes around his unit.
There's balloon and lot's of flower petals on the floor. Shit! Our anniversary? Kaya ko bang makipagbreak sa lagay na 'to? Should I?

"Baby naman. Sobra ka bang na-surpresa at umiiyak ka na diyan,sorry na. I love you." I cried not because of his surprise but because of my sin. To what I did behind his back. I'm a shameless person.

I can't...I can't ruin this day. This is really important for Troy,ayoko. Hindi ko talaga kaya.

So I hugged Troy,very tight. And say sorry to him. Again and again.

"Babe,bakit ka ba nagso-sorry? Shhh. Hush. Okay na."

"I'm sorry,I'm so sorry Troy! Sorry! Sorry..." I can't help myself,but to cry.

Bakit ko ba nagawang lokohin siya? What the hell did I do? Why I fell out of love? I'm very lucky to have him,yet pinakawalan ko pa siya. Sana lang mapatawad ako ni Troy. I don't deserve his love. I really don't. He doesn't deserve me.

So I decided not to broke up with Troy,not now. Hindi sa ganitong oras at panahon. Hindi lang siguro kakayanin ng konsensya ko kung makikita ko siya sa gan'ung sitwasyon. I'm not that heartless person. Yeah,siguro may attitude ako but not all the times gan'un ako.

I'm just a human.

"Tell me babe. Bakit ka ba naiiyak kanina? Sorry ka pa ng sorry?" I rested my head on his shoulder and hug him. Sorry,Troy. This is the only way, I know.

"Nah. I'm just happy. Siguro dahil sa kawalan ko rin ng time para sa'tin. To ou---" he kissed me. But I don't response. Hindi ko kaya. Ayoko ng dagdagan pa.

"Zendrea." I looked away.

"Is there any problem?" I shooked my head and stood up.

"I'll go ahead,I have a shoot tomorrow,Troy." I was about to walk,but he hug me,behind my back.

"Don't...please. Stay here,Zendrea. Please." I shut my eyes. Nag-stay lang ako kanina para mabawas-bawasan man lang 'yung kasalanan ko. Pero mali yata. Kasi.. Urgh! Ewan ko na,hindi naman kasi ito ang ipinunta ko dito. But I don't have a choice. Naaawa ako kay Troy.

"Zendrea. Kahit ngayon nalang,please. Just please.." Inalis ko 'yung braso niya. And faced him.

"Next time,Troy." He bow his head. Shit!

"Tro----"

"Okay lang babe,sige next time nalang." I know,his smile is fake. Hindi 'yun totoo.

I sighed. Zendrea. What kind of person are you?

"Fine. Payag na. H'wag ka na ngang mangonsensya!" I exclaimed,annoyed.

Tuwang-tuwa naman siya. "Really? I love you babe." he kissed my forehead "love you,"then my both cheeks "love you more more" and lastly,he kissed my lips. Why,Troy? You're making this hard for me.

.....

"Bye,see you." Said and the line went off.

"So,you're with him. Last night." Hindi ko akalain na nasa loob ng unit ko si Frost. Kailan pa siya rito?

"What are you talking about?" Shit! Hindi ko alam kung e-epekto 'yung pagsisinungaling ko.

He stood up and stare. Oh shoot! Para akong natutunaw sa titig niya.

"You can't fool me,Zendrea. I follow you,and you didn't went out. I waited." hindi ko alam kung galit siya,naiinis or what. Walang bakas.

And what? Sinundan niya ako? Frost is impossible! Hah! Grabe na. Things get worst.

"Ganiyan ka ba ka atat? Gadh! Frost! Ano ba!" Hindi ko siya maintindihan! Bakit ba sa tingin niya madali lang,naasar ako! Naiinis ako! At lalong-lalo,galit ako! I know,may kasalanan ako but this is his fault. Lahat ng 'to!

"Yes,atat na atat na ako. You don't know what I feel. Because you're not in my place. Tss." Sinapo ko ang noo ko. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko.

"Please lang,Frost. Hindi ko nagawa. Okay? This day is our anniversary! Our freaking anniversary! Hindi ko kayang makita----"

"You love my brother,that's the reason." Mababaliw na ako! Swear.

"I don't love him. That was before,Frost. Gaadh! Ano ba!" He turn his back. So magwo-walk out siya? Urgh!

Hindi ko na maintindihan 'yung ugali niya.

"Ano Frost? Tatalikuran mo nalang ako? And you'll walk away?" I ask. Annoyed.

"This is the only way I know,Zendrea. Because I don't want to be mad at you,I shouldn't." After saying those things,he left me.

I really don't have an idea,where should I place myself? Mababaliw na ako. Before Frost enter the picture? My life is not this complicated,unlike before. Ayos kami ni Troy. I'm not a cheater and I'm not a liar. But what Frost did? He ruin,everything.

Hindi naman sa,fine! Sinisisi ko siya! Kasi naman,oo na,may kasalanan din ako. So uulit-ulitin ko? Kaso lang,ang hirap niyang intindihin,ang hirap niyang paliwanagan.

Oh why I fell inlove to that kind of guy? I ask myself. Because he's so irresistable. Shit!

They're right. Sometimes,you'll realize your mistakes,when you hurt the most important person in your life. And that will be Troy,sooner or later. He'll found out the truth. And I'm hoping,he can forgive me.

Moments later my phone beeps. And I recieved a mms message,and it came from unregistered number.

Shit! It's Frost,kissing a girl. And I remember someone. To that... Gosh! Don't tell me!

No way!

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