Since the songs are all by Kay Cook I wanted to use the song titles as the story title. Unfortunately that would be way to long so instead I used her name. The five books thing is true each song has it's own "book" but they're all connected in one s...
When I get up the next morning I wonder if the night before was just an awful dream but then I see the bunny on my desk and I know that it was all too real. I sob into the air feeling completely defeated again. This time I understood my emotions a little better but it wasn't the same there was still something there.
As if I was forgetting something but I couldn't quite place what it was maybe I was still confused about my emotions. As if I didn't know what love was or maybe I was never in it. What if I didn't love Grayson and I just loved the thought of him? What if he didn't love me?
Or was I just being crazy? I was most likely just over thinking everything or maybe underthinking things. At this point, I was just confused about everything and everyone. Maybe I was just confused about myself. Nope everything and everyone was more accurate. Or was it? I was confused about my feelings for two boys whom both made their feelings for me very clear.
Ethan hated me. Or just strongly dislikes me. Right now he doesn't like me very much yet something about him just wants me to want to tell him that I'm sorry and that I want to be with him but right now not only was I confused but he wasn't talking to me at all.
He said he didn't want me to talk to him so maybe I could get him to talk to me then I could fix things with him and clear the air. How would I get him to talk to me though? He was pretty upset with me last night or I should probably just leave him alone he definitely wasn't in the mood for me to fuck with his emotions again.
Grayson very clearly is in love with me and wants to make up for treating me the way he did the first time. I could talk to him about my confused emotions but he's my boyfriend so I shouldn't be telling him that I have feelings for another guy especially his twin brother.
Then again I should be loyal to him and him alone not feeling things for my ex-boyfriend who wanted nothing to do with me right now. Plus I never liked Ethan it was always the fact that he was Grayson's twin that made me feel for him but I still did feel something.
Amber walks into my room and notices that I'm crying. She walks over to me and sits down next to me "I thought you were at work" I tell her she shakes her head "no they didn't need us today" she tells me "what's wrong?" she asks I sigh then explains how I'm feeling about the twins and that I'm confused about my emotions. When I finish she nods
"to me it's obvious" she says kindly "I guess it's not for you but I think you need to tell Grayson how you feel and then break it off with him and spend more time deciding what you want" she tells me I gasp "you want me to break up with Grayson!" I say angrily Scott walks into my room "about time" he says I scowl at him "I'm not breaking up with him" I tell them Amber shrugs
"I was just telling you what I thought was best" she says "I agree breaking up with Grayson is a good idea" Scott adds "No! We just got back together!" I yell at both of them "can't you see that I'm just trying to do what's best for everyone here!" I add Scott shakes his head "no Holly you're doing what's best for you" he says walking out of my room
"what's his problem?" I ask Amber she rolls her eyes "well if you were paying attention to those around you. You would know he just asked out Nova" she tells me I gasp "Nova Mills? Like my best friend?" I ask she nods "I didn't know he liked her," I say sadly "because you've been caught up with the twins which bring me back to my point. If you break up with Grayson and take some time to collect yourself you'd be more present in the lives of your friends and siblings" she says getting up from the bed and walks towards my door
"you're right" I tell her she turns to me "about being more present in people's lives but I'm not breaking up with Grayson" I tell her she sighs "okay but if you have feelings for Ethan Grayson needs to know now rather then later" she tells me I nod "I told him about my feelings before" I tell her she nods and then leaves my room.
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