Since the songs are all by Kay Cook I wanted to use the song titles as the story title. Unfortunately that would be way to long so instead I used her name. The five books thing is true each song has it's own "book" but they're all connected in one s...
After hanging up on Grayson I call Ethan but he doesn't pick up which didn't surprise me. I don't leave him a message instead I go in search of him I remembered that Grayson said Ethan had just left deer park so either he was coming back to school or going to the park closer to the school to skip. I walk out of the school and wait for Ethan's car to pull into the driveway to my luck he does a few minutes after I went outside. I rush over to his car and when he gets out he scowls at me
"Grayson tell you?" he asks I nod "listen Ethan please just hear me out" I beg he rolls his eyes "explain what Holly?" he asks crossing his arms "that you don't love me. That it was all an act?" he asks then shakes his head "I don't need this" he says pushing past me "you don't deserve me but I need you Ethan" I say after him he turns around smiling fakely
"no you don't you have Grayson" he tells me I shake my head "no I told him I want to be with you I want you Ethan" I tell him he laughs "no Holly you don't. I finally get it you dated me because I treated you well and because I look like Grayson it's almost as if you were dating him. That's why you dated me" he says "yes. Wait no Ethan I love you for you" I say ask he laughs "no you don't Holly you said it yourself you never loved me" he says turning around
I sigh at a loss for words the only thing I can think to say is "please Ethan I can love you" he smiles at me and shakes his head "no you can't not until you get over Grayson" with that he turns away "Ethan! Please!" I yell after him but he doesn't stop walking away from me. I feel my knees give out under me and I sit on the ground crying.
If I'm being honest I don't know why I'm crying maybe because the best boyfriend I could have asked for broke up with and it was all my fault that he did. No it wasn't my fault Ethan broke up with me it was Grayson's fault. At these thoughts, Grayson's car pulls into the parking lot.
I brush myself off and get up from off the ground wiping away my fresh tears I walk over to Grayson's car as he gets out of it. He turns around and smiles at me but I scowl at him he flinches "what the fuck Grayson!" I say pushing him aggressively "what?" he asks I laugh humorlessly
"really Grayson why did you have to tell Ethan?! Everything was going well with us until you went and fucked it up!" I yell at him Grayson puts his hands up. Taking a deep breath he replies "Holy he's my twin brother I had to tell him" I huff and cross my arms "what makes you so sure I wasn't going to tell him?" I ask him angrily he laughs
"Holly I don't think telling your boyfriend that you don't love him and that you're in love with his twin brother is a get way to get dumped" he points out I shake my head "no I would have told him that but I would have explained myself but now he won't let me" I say covering my face as tears start rolling from my eyes.
Grayson walks over to me but I push him away "I don't need your sympathy" I say taking a step back "if you did love me you won't have hurt me like this! Honestly wasn't it enough treating me like shit when we dated then you had to mess up my relationship with Ethan!" I yell at him he shakes his head and points his finger at me
"don't blame me for Ethan breaking up with you cause that you deserved Holly" he yells back I gasp as tears stream down my face faster "Holly I didn't mean-" I cut him off putting my hands up for him to stay away from me "no you did mean it. I deserve all of this shit I'm sure I did something awful in my past life." I say crying even more now
"I just thought one person could love me," I say turning around "I do love you" Grayson calls after me. I whip around "if you loved me you wouldn't have caused me so much pain," I tell him seeing the hurt in his eyes. I turn around quickly so he doesn't see that I regretted my words then I quickly make my way to my car and drive home. I decided that I was in no emotional state to handle the rest of the day and that I'd go back and pick up my siblings when school ended.
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