Since the songs are all by Kay Cook I wanted to use the song titles as the story title. Unfortunately that would be way to long so instead I used her name. The five books thing is true each song has it's own "book" but they're all connected in one s...
I wanted to go to school yesterday but after what Grayson had said I knew that if I show him I would have broken down but today I knew that I was better and that I could handle him today.
He had texted me all night and a few times this morning but I didn't answer him sort like what Ethan was doing to me I had been texting him since we broke up but he never answered. I still felt awful about everything I put him through but I knew he needed his space right now and I had texted him that this morning that I would stop texting him because I knew he needed time and space but that I wasn't giving up on him.
Even though I treated him horribly I wanted a second chance to make it up to him of course after I got over Grayson. If ever. A small voice in the back of my mind had kept telling me that I love him but I know it's wrong that voice is just the sad lonely little girl who hasn't grown up yet but now she has to. That little girl needs to realize that right now she's wrecking her chances with Ethan.
Lost in thought I didn't see hear Scott walking into my room it wasn't until he tapped me on the shoulder that I knew he was there. I jump and scream then laugh "sorry I didn't know you were there," I tell him "clearly," he says faking being afraid I roll my eyes
"are you coming to school?" he asks I nod "we're leaving now," he says I nod and follow him downstairs. I feel on a pair of shoes then get into the back seat of the car. Scott pulls out of the driveway and Amber turns around in her seat to talk to me
"I heard what happened" she tells me I nod "what version" I say crossing my arms she doesn't answer "well basically I told Grayson I loved him and that I never loved Ethan. Grayson told Ethan and then he broke up with me so yesterday Grayson came to apologize and told me he loves me but I don't believe him" I blurt out Amber looks at me in confusion
"why would you tell Grayson that?" she asks I look out the window "at the time it was the truth" I say "what's the truth now?" Scott asks "the truth is that I don't know what love is because I'm just a lovesick teenager" I tell him he parks the car and turns to me "well on that note try to have a good day" he says getting out of the car "it gets better" Amber says following Scott's lead I sigh then get out of the car to.
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After two uneventful classes, I walk to my locker and put away my books from my first two classes. As I'm putting away my books I feel someone tapping my shoulder I jump and then roll my eyes when I see Grayson standing behind me I turn around and go back to putting away my books
"was harassing me over the phone not enough?" I ask him he sighs "Holly I'm not going to stop" he tells me I laugh dryly "then I'll have to get a restraining order" I tell him he puts his hand on my shoulder "you wouldn't" he says I smile evilly "try me Grayson" I say shutting my locker.
I start walking away but he jogs to catch up with me "Holly can we at least talk?" he asks I stop and pretend to think before walking again "nope" I reply simply. He sighs "what will it take for you to open up?" he asks "you to leave me alone" I tell him he shakes his head "no Holly seriously" he says I nod "I'm dead serious Grayson" I tell him he takes a deep breathe
"just hear me out" he begs I shake my head "I have Grayson and I don't like what I'm hearing" I tell him he groans "Holly was I that bad to you that you can't even listen to me?" he asks I stop dead in my tracks and glare at him
"yes Grayson you were. You made me feel worthless as if I wasn't enough for you that you couldn't pay any attention to me and now you're pushing me like you did when we were dating I don't want to talk to so just leave me alone" I tell him he shakes his head "Holly please" he says I shake my head "Grayson I told you all I have to say now please leave me alone" I say he nods I walk away and this time he doesn't follow.
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