20. Get Away

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Authors Note

You ever just feel like you have no control of your outcomes ?

That's because you don't, you only have control of your actions and the way you react to things.

The times we want to explode are often the times we forget about the after effect of an explosion.

We must never forget who we truly are at the core of it all.

Don't let your mood swings be the cause of all destruction.

Letting it out is always good, but how we choose to let it out is the factor we must look at most.

You don't have to explode to get your point across.

You don't have to always fall down the same cycle just because that's what you're accustomed too.

It's time you take control of your own life

Good songs for this chapter

Body - Perfume Genius

Time moves slow -BADBADNOTGOOD

Runnin through my mind - Gap Girls

Foolsong - Still woozy

Enjoy xoxo
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~you can talk like an angel and look like an Angel but the devil lies within

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~you can talk like an angel and look like an Angel but the devil lies within

October 4th
12:22 Am

Everything around me is spinning causing my stomach to feel nauseous.

I look out into the distance, the City is lit with lights my eyes being drawn in deeper.

I love this Balcony and the Memories that come from it,

Crazy to think it was only this morning, well I guess yesterday morning when I was sitting with Abel up here.

Abel

The more I think about him the more the city lights turn into swirls

My eyes following every each direction the swirl flows somehow Able to keep up with the fluorescent lights.

Abel.

"I think I'm gonna hurl" I let out in a frantic tone.

I'm to drunk to notice but I still feel their eyes on me.

It's adding more to the fact that I want to throw up

"I'm gonna get you water" someone lets out

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