Anorexia, it kills - 01 ~ Yoongi X Bts ~

Never

Yoongi POV
I sigh, and wrap my fingers around my wrist. I'll never be enough for Jimin. I'm too fat. I'm a chubby, fat, plump little boy.
I pick at my skin, and Jimin whips my hands away, "Yoongi, stop that."
I giggle, "Okayy!" I twirl his hair by my bony thin fingers. These same fingers had been pushed down my throat, to make me throw up. Guilty.
"Something on your mind?" He asks, practically reading me. God damn it, why is he so good to me?
"You," I say, "You. As always baby." I poke his nose, "You're adorable. In every single way possible!" I chuckle and look at him, with only joy and delight in my eyes.
"Awh!" He says, as we exit the plane, "It's chilly out side."
I shiver, I'm always cold, but this is much worse then my usually body just frozen. This is somehow worse, how, how...how.
We get into the limousine, and I sit closest to the front, with Jimin by my side, and Jungkook across from me, with Jin beside him. Awkward..
"I missed you," Jin says, smiling at me. What's with the look?
"Missed you...too?" I say, practically stumbling over the words. I'm confused, for all he right reasons.
He smiles, "How's the love burning between you two?"
Jimin blushes, some jealousy in his eyes. Strange. "It's burning hot, Jinnie," he replies, smiling at me.
"Jungkook," Jin says, putting his hand gently on Jungkooks thigh, "Do you still have it?"
Jungkook nods, "Yeah...why?" He fiddles with his fingers, like a little kid. He's always been like that, he is the youngest, anyway.
"You hungry, Yoongi?" Jin asks, looking at me. That look. The type a doctor gives you. God, is he for real right now?
I sigh, "No, I'm alright. Thanks though." Guilt from throwing up last nights dinner hits me. Fucking hell, I hate feeling this way. It's so goddamn Ann-
"How are you not? You didn't eat breakfast, or dinner. Or even the snack the flight attendee offered us all. We all ate breakfast! We all ate lunch. We all had a snack. Why didn't you? Yoongi, you're like...a stick," Jin says.
I feel Jimin's hand in mine, as he grasps it tightly. "Jin! Don't you know anything about manners?" He says to him, raising his tone far higher then he usually does. To anyone.
"I don't know how to address this, okay? Don't get all boyfriend overprotective at me! I don't mean any harm," Jin says, leaning back slightly, afraid Jimin might whip at him. He tends to do that when he gets mad, but he never actually hits anyone. He just gets close to it, in his anger. He knows I hate it when he does that, so he stopped, for me. Aw...
"Both of you, stop!" Namjoon says, "We're almost at the interview, don't mess this up Jin! Jimin, keep your anger to yourself! Yoongi; we will talk about this later."
"Okay..." We all reply quietly to him. 
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