...desperation

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I want to remove the feeling of shame

I want to rip apart from time the moment I chose to dare do it

I want to forget why I even initiated it

You, my inner me, want me to have courage to have faith in me ...

I hate this feeling of hopelessness so much , I hate that it breaks to me the fact that I can't do it.

I can't make it alive.

Why bother trying then ? What's it in me that always shoves the rational part away?

When knowing full well where my responsibilities lie , when knowing where my success really lies.

When knowing that I can't even remember without making mistakes.

What tells me , that I will win ? Is it my gut feeling ?

Or just really a desperate hope ?

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